aterat | One Fall And One Less Bear

When the peacat decided to speak up and Nida laughed, Ignis just smiled. And then his lover was touching their foreheads together while melted his heart of course.

Curiosity got the better of him when the other spoke but he just quietly laughed at the response. "Alright darling, you got me there." Seeing the other laughing now was worth everything, even if it was something as silly as being corrected on a technicality.

After that Ignis took Nida into his arms and held on, looking up at Julia and silently thanking her.

The peacock cat needed no thank you. Clearly she had done nothing. Too busy licking her paw and grooming the feather tufts of her ears. Ignis was clearly mistaken about Nida’s little Princess.

“She’s telling me to get over myself,” Nida smiled as he rested there against Ignis. “Spoiled little brat. Bet she won’t even like what I am getting her from the curio shop.”

That had been his earlier secret, trying to hide how he doted on the feline. But that was the past and the future. The present was the man he wrapped his arms around to hold him closer.

“What say we try and further drive a dark mood away, however your creative mind sees fit?”

Nida aptly summed up Julia with the spoiled comment so there was no need for him to say anything about her. Besides, saying something like that was parental privileges or something along those lines.

The curio shop had him wondering though. Since he was wearing a necklace from there laden with layers of meaning, he wondered what he could get Nida in turn. Fortunately or unfortunately there was only one thing (well technically two things) he could think of and that would take time to get to that sort of place.

His lover's voice then brought Ignis out of those rather fancy long term plans and he kissed the top of the dark head. "If you're up for it, I highly suggest we get started on the thing I offered to do to you. However, keep in mind that I'm rather open to suggestions for the other various positions and ways list you spoke of earlier as well."

“I love it when you talk in a vaguely but not really dirty way to me,” Nida cooed, fluttering his eyelashes in the most ridiculous manner so Ignis would hopefully see it was meant as a tease. “But Hyne knows I would love for us to try said thing. Let me pack up dessert quickly so we aren’t risking Ebony investigating.”

He had no clue if apples or cinnamon or ice cream would be bad for the cat. Julia was disdainful of anything not fish or meat based so really, it was all safe from her.

Now he was confused. He had laughed at the eye fluttering (which happened to be quite adorable in his eyes) but then he got the vague feeling that something was off.

So as Nida packed up dessert, Ignis followed behind and started to help. But as he did, he wondered. Did he need to be more explicit? Should he just drag Nida off to the bedroom or hoist the man up over his shoulder or something?

Should he?

His mind whirled and he continued to watch the other as he went along until he finally had to ask, hands on his hips.

"Is there..a complaint in there somewhere that I'm hearing?"

Nida is absolutely caught up with putting away the food, and doesn't look at Ignis immediately. Not until the man spoke.

"No, why would there be? I just want to make sure the left overs are still there in the morning. I really don't want the ice cream to melt."

Ignis just shook his head. "Alright, but should there be one in the future, do let me know." So he turned and continued to help until everything was done. He smiled at Nida afterwards and held out his hand.

"Shall we be off?"

Of course he would let Ignis know. He smiles and moves forward to grasp that hand.

"Wherever you would take me, my flame. And however."

Once Nida took his hand, Ignis lifted it to his lips briefly in order to place a tender kiss there. He then kissed Nida just as brief and soft before heading into the bedroom.

Originally he'd planned to make love to Nida in the kitchen or living room or wherever they happened to end up. But going straight to the bedroom worked of course too. And as they walked, Ignis just thought of that heartbroken face and had to mentally banish the anger at how Nida had been treated and what he'd been told by the man who'd put him through so much.

But once they were in there, Ignis didn't just want to make love to Nida, he wanted to make sure the man felt protected, safe, cared for, adored, cherished and everything else. So he placed his hands on the other's face and just kissed him tenderly.

Everything else could wait or whatever. This was too important right now.

Didn't Ignis know that Nida already felt all of those things when he was with Ignis? Probably not. They were both bad at sharing it. But that kiss? Oh how that kiss felt, while Ignis held him there and kissed him so tenderly that his whole body ached with the sweetness of it, leaving him feeling pinned under the emotions.

His own hands came up, curling in Ignis's shirt, trying to hold him, trying to just keep him there, even if only for a moment longer.

He felt those hands move as his lips pillowed against Nida's. And secretly Ignis loved when his lover did that because to him it was as if the man was clinging to him for dear life. The gesture was just so sweet and he couldn't get enough of it, so he was in no hurry to move those hands.

Gently he slid his hands from the other's face and moved them tenderly over the hands curled in his shirt. Down they moved until he wrapped them around his lover, still working on soft kisses and in no rush at all to get them to where he intended them to go.

It's slower than usual. A lot slower. It's leaving Nida strangely breathless, and he licks his lips between kisses. He really wasn't certain, and he tried to pull Ignis back toward the bed from the hands curled in his shirt. Please.

Please let him do this.

When he started feeling the tugging, Ignis knew he had to move it along. This was alright though since Nida was the one doing the asking. So the advisor moved and gently lifted Nida up into his arms, holding the other as if he were a newly wed groom.

He held the man there a moment, just admiring the way the other felt and how simply delightful this was to hold him like this. Just the two of them in their own private world. One more kiss was pressed to those wonderful lips before heading onto the bed.

The advisor smiled and set Nida down onto the bed gently, making sure to constantly maintain eye contact with an adoring smile on his own face.

There was a brief yelp from Nida, shocked by the move from Ignis. People picking him up like this was rare, beyond rare. Rare enough that instead of being flustered or embarrassed, he soon settled on feeling safe. So safe as his arms came up to curl around Ignis.

"Impressing me with your strength?" he whispers as he's carried to the bed, only to be set down softly.

And oh those eyes on him. He can't look away. There's something intense right now, something going on that he doesn't rightly understand. Each breath feels so heavy with potential, to the point where he shuts his mouth, unwilling to speak and dispel whatever magic was given them in this moment.

As he moved up over Nida, Ignis smiled and removed his glasses to the bedside stand. "If that's impressed you darling I should do it far more often." And the advisor made a mental note to do just that. Besides, Nida took care to show off for him, so the least he could do was return it in kind. Besides, the adorable gaze he'd been on the receiving end of while holding his lover had thrilled him to no end.

He leaned over his mate and gave a few reassuring kisses, linking their fingers when he received a silent permission to do so. He had a plan as to how he wanted to do this, but knowing them whenever he made plans Nida had a few wrenches. But he could deal with that.

Ignis too wanted to say a lot of things, words he always kept close to his heart, but he might ruin things. So he stuck to kissing along the other's jaw and slowly made his way down the other's neck, squeezing the hands placed so trustingly under his own.

At first, Nida's confused by the hands moving into his own, by the tangle of their fingers. He makes no move to stop them, because why should he? If this is what is getting Ignis off, he wants it. But...

But the more it goes on, the more that grip feels good. Grounding. Anchoring. His heart doesn't know what to make of it. Good thing his thoughts were elsewhere, following the line of Ignis's kisses, each one punctuated by a small sigh from Nida.

It's like a day at the spa, but intimate. He likes it.

This is far more than a claiming that Ignis wants to do. After hearing what he heard tonight, and seeing the almost childlike and helpless expression on Nida's face, it broke Ignis. If he could take every last bit of his healing technique and use it to mend Nida's heart and never be able to use it again he would without hesitation or reservation.

And that's what this was for too. This was about healing as well as making love. If the advisor could make love to his mate's very soul he would do that too. Hopping worlds and having to start over repeatedly was bad enough. But to hear about an abusive mate on top of it, that was it.

He pulled up from kissing Nida's neck and gently rubbed their noses together. "What do you say to us getting a little more comfortable with our clothes decidedly off?"

Oh Ignis, his heart feels too large already. So damn large. He wants to touch the guy. But their fingers are tangled.

"Yes," he says, his voice soft and half breathless. "Yes please, Ignis."

He doesn't know what is happening, but he's excited for it.

Oh how that soft breathless voice left him in delightful shivers. He smiled and slowly let go of Nida's hands. And no sooner had his own moved to start removing his lover's shirt, he immediately missed the warmth and the trust that he'd felt.

Knowing it could happen again kept him going and he always liked when Nida removed his clothing, so here he was returning the care and the tenderness he always felt when it was done to him. It was half a thought to leave them half clothed, but once he really got started he wouldn't want clothes to inconvenience them.

The clothes would really be an issue later, and Nida? Nida just smiled up at his lover for now, enjoying giving control over to the other.

"You seem like a man who really knows what wants tonight."

As Ignis lifted the other's shirt from his chest, Ignis leaned in to kiss the man. "Well in this case, that would be you." He tried to take the top off slowly of course so that both of them could savour it.

Once that was accomplished, he started to undo the buttons on his own shirt. But every few moments he would lean in to kiss Nida or lift one of his lover's hands to kiss gently before returning to the task at hand.

Finally he had it unbuttoned and went to undo the buttons at his wrists in preparation for taking the article of clothing off and be freed of it. So his green eyes fixed on the other man and he smiled.

"Have I ever told you how beautiful and fascinating I think you are?"

It’s already so much, that even the slow, deliberate way that Ignis was treating him in just undressing Nida was growing to be too much. By the time the compliment fell from Ignis’s lips, Nida was shaking, just a little.

Not enough to see. Definitely enough for someone so close to feel.

“No,” he answers dutifully, “not in as many words.”

"Then I shan't be so remiss anymore in making sure you know that full well." He smiled. "And often." Leaning in for another kiss before he was set to remove Nida's pants his hand went to the side of his lover's face.

And that's when he felt it. Ignis of course immediately worried but tried to remain calm and kept his eyes trained on the dark ones that sometimes the advisor felt held his soul in them.

"Nida..what's wrong darling?"

If Ignis's hands weren't on his face, Nida would be reaching up to wipe away his tears. How could he even... how can he explain it.

"I don't know, you're just being so soft and gentle and... I don't even know what is happening. But it feels so good."

He'd seen the glassy eyed look and that made Ignis worry. Nida was upset, and his first reaction was that had to fix it. The reply didn't help his mind ask about four questions tumbling one after the other but they didn't pass his lips.

In turn the advisor just smiled and debated for a moment before leaning in to kiss the man again. And when he pulled back, he gently wiped at the tears. Okay, these were good ones, so all was well.

Those questions came back but he pushed them away and spoke softly, still looking into those amazing dark depths. "I'm very happy to hear that darling."

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