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Caelan ([personal profile] stickyflippers) wrote in [community profile] aterat2020-09-30 08:36 pm

Logs for October

Who; Caelan and you!
What; Phone troubles, pillow forts, discussions on the weird goings on, and a seal in the tub
Where; Red building, and the docks.
When; End of September / Early October
Warnings; Mentions of nudity (Not descriptive, shape changing just doesn’t work with clothes), references to alcohol abuse (marked in thread with Nida), references to suicide (marked in thread with Nida)



What Do You Mean It’s Not Water Proof?

Caelan was experiencing some very obvious levels of confusion and frustration as he wandered up from the docks post swim that evening. His hair was still dripping and damp as he walked, eyes glued to the tell-phone that was looking rather... Less functional than it was meant to be. He hadn’t even bothered to button his shirt all the way, after the damn thing slipped out of his pockets and into the water when he was getting himself dressed and presentable by human standards.

At first, he’d only been annoyed because he’d had to stop what he was doing to fish it out of the water. Now he was doubly annoyed because the screen wasn’t lighting up. It was like the damn thing didn’t have any life in it...

Weird and very inconvenient if he had anything to say on the matter.

Which he was... At length, muttering under his breath and his accent growing a touch stronger than usual as he forgot himself. “The bleedin’ hell kind of joke is this? Really? Give the man who spends copious amounts of time near the water something that up and dies just because it gets a little wet. Can’t handle your drink at all, can yah? You finicky little box of nonsense.”

Speaking of a drink, he had a feeling he was going to need one very soon. Between that weird energy pulse a while back, the nightmares and now this? He was willing to admit he might need several.


A Fortress Fit for a Princess

Caelan wasn’t asleep when a mist slipped under his doorway, he’d come to expect at least one interruption a night since a few prior when something exploded somewhere and released a shockwave of mysterious energy. It had upset a whole lot of people (him included, for all he said he wasn’t bothered). Holly had become the most frequent guest, especially when the nightmares had begun.

Tonight he was ready though, and hoping to get the kid to talk a little more rather than the sullen insistence that she was completely fine and whatever other absurd excuses she came up with for her visit that night. Because honestly, she wasn’t the only one having nightmares, and he was starting to worry more about what they actually might have meant.

Hard to tell though if there were any connections or similarities if you weren’t talking.

Thus, tonight he was more than prepared for the visit. The living room space in his apartment had been entirely disrupted, cushions and pillows moved to the floor along with some of the chairs from the dining area, the sheets from his room and the pillows for good measure. All because he’d gotten it in his head that he was going to try one of those ‘Pillow Fort’ things that Holly had mentioned once or twice in one of her super-fact-filled-rambles.

When Holly materialized into a solid form again, she would be greeted by the sight of a very large, very chaotic looking fortress of pillows and blankets. If she ate food, there would have been all manner of sweets and snacks. Unfortunately, as happy as he was to make sure she could feed safely, he wasn’t confident in grabbing a random person off the street for her to snack on.

Someone would be bound to ask questions if they saw him lugging an unconscious body up and down the stairs... right?

So... No snacks, only a structure that was only slightly stable, but magnificent to behold (in his personal opinion).


Splish-splash

If there were any human creation that Caelan favoured over any other (aside from motor cars, they were fun) it was most decidedly the bathtub. A place to soak and relax at the end of a long day? A place where you could safely just splash around or doze off for a little nap without worrying about a predator?

It was brilliant. A private bath was practically a requirement when he was staying somewhere on a job. It wasn’t a replacement for the ocean by any means though, it did little to quiet the call in the back of his mind. It was, however, the nicest substitute on days when the call wasn’t loud, and he couldn’t be fussed with sneaking down to the shore.

Even the Lighthouse he’d purchased had a nice one installed, despite the fact that the ocean was just down the cliff side.

So after he’d finished a day busking in the market he hadn’t taken long to run a nice hot bath, grabbed his pelt, and slipped into the water like the delighted seal he was. It wasn’t as though he didn’t have the time, he wasn’t expecting any company for a while yet. Usually his visitors tended to show up slightly later.

Wildcard!
Have something you want the seal boy for in particular? Throw it at me! Also, if anyone wants something specific in a starter they should let me know. I can totally write one. <3

brotherofagod: (Huh...)

[personal profile] brotherofagod 2020-10-19 04:42 pm (UTC)(link)
It was exhausting but Jacob didn't know what else to do. He had been seeing a therapist for the last five years and it felt as if the pair of them had only scratch the surface of his troubles. Now he was trapped in this city, away from his family and his coping methods.

"Huh?" He looked up at Caelan and for a fraction of a second, forgot that the other man was completely naked. "I mean yeah but-" It hadn't made his heart flutter nervously in his chest like this. It'd always been his family or girls... which he was realizing he hadn't been interested in. It was always easier to talk to girls than it was to guys.

His thoughts tumbled down an uncertain hole before he realized that he was staring at Caelan. He looked away, his face remaining flushed while his pulse quickening.

"You're very naked Caelan." His voice trembled a little bit. "It's making me-" Embarrassed? Flushed? Turned-on? It was hard for Jacob to say what he was feeling.

"Red."

That was a safe word... right?
brotherofagod: (What?)

[personal profile] brotherofagod 2020-10-19 07:09 pm (UTC)(link)
"I know. The rest of my family does it too. That is, shift naked. It's just that they're family and..." He was trying to justify himself but Caelan had pinned him against a wall. There was no talking himself out of the situation and while Caelan wasn't stating it, Jacob knew that he knew what was going on.

It only made him more embarrassed.

He yelped when Caelan began to move and landed hard on the bathroom floor. As if that wasn't enough, he covered his eyes with his palms as his friend walked out of the bathroom. It was only when Caelan was in the other room that he spoke again. "You know, you're teasing is going to be the death of me!"

Jacob waited on the cold bathroom floor to cool off and get his body under control. It was only then that he stood, tried to ring out his pants and shirt, and then peeked out of the bathroom. "It's... complicated." It wasn't but Jacob hated himself and he wasn't ready to talk about it. Besides, it wasn't like he thought he could have a relationship anyway. He was too broken for that kind of thing.

"Is it safe?" His voice was a little lighter now, nearly teasing Caelan who was still changing in the bedroom.

Jacob was still hovering by the bathroom door but he was at least not hiding in the bathroom.
brotherofagod: (Huh...)

[personal profile] brotherofagod 2020-11-01 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
Jacob snorted. "As long as you're wearing underwear, I'm good." He was still blushing but as he walked from the bathroom he looked more composed than he had before. His shirt was soaked and sticking to his chest but his pants were mostly dry.

Laying on the bathroom floor, whether accidental or not, wasn't a great choice when a seal had been splashing around in the tub. "I'm just- not used to it. Try not to tease me too hard and I won't die or I'll come back and haunt you at inopportune moments or something." It was a totally reasonable statement.

He scratched the back of his head as his eyes dropped down to Caelan's shirt. "I see why you like being naked. Shirt's foil you." He walked forward and began to fix Caelan's buttons. It was a strange gesture but Jake moved without thinking about it.

"I don't really have any questions. I want to know more about you Caelan. I like you. But I also know what it's like to have to hide and how hard it is to trust people. You don't have to trust me and I won't ask for it." Jake wasn't sure he could trust another person and so, he didn't expect anyone to trust him.

"As for my family. I don't mind talking about them. Their loud and the story has a lot of blanks. I don't really understand it all myself but they're family." He shrugged and while he was still blushing, Jake looked more relaxed.

"Oh. You also aren't the first Fea I've met but you are the prettiest. Unless you meet Lily. Then she has to be the prettiest but that's because I think she'll make my life hell if I say anything opposing that." She was a very vain Fea.
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[personal profile] brotherofagod 2020-11-05 01:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Jake quirks a small smirk in response to Cealan's teasing. After seeing his friend naked, it was going to be a little harder for Caelan to make him flustered. "Oh? I'm sure I could find a good moment. It just might not be what you're thinking of."

He stepped back and leaned against a nearby wall, pushing his hands into the pockets of his damp jeans. His expression was open and warm but his eyes reflected a deep, almost pained, understanding of Caelan's situation. "I know. I guess those might not have been the right words. I won't tell anyone anything. I'm used to keeping secrets and I want to keep you safe, all Fea safe. What's what I'm... well, my family, is fighting for at home. To keep those who hide from society safe. I've seen some pretty messed up stuff and I won't do that to you."

Jacob wanted to say something to make Caelan feel more comfortable but he didn't know if words were enough. "It'll take time to show you that I am serious but maybe I can do something to ease your worry now? I can tell you about myself. Not all secrets but some." He just wasn't going to tell Caelan any of his family's secrets. Luckily, his family isn't all that secretive.
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[personal profile] brotherofagod 2020-11-09 02:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Jacob grinned but said nothing. Instead he took a seat on the couch and tried his best not to get it wet. He was sure that Caelan didn't care but he cared and that was enough to put forth the effort.

"I get it. I don't want you to share your weaknesses either. I'd be really upset if something happened to you. Besides, that's why its a secret, right? It wouldn't be a secret if you shared it with everyone and sometimes secrets can be fun." They help people feel close and connected. Jacob won't take that from Caelan, with whoever he wants to be close too. After all, they didn't know each other all that well; even if Jake has seen Caelan in his entirety.

"But yeah. Family. What do you want to know? It's pretty messy. I have my sister. My parents passed away and we never really knew our extended family. I think my parents eloped or something? Grandma used to stop by the house when we were growing up and she'd tell Air and I that we were royal but I think she was senile. She died a few years before my parents. After that, Air and I were adopted by a werewolf family called the Allaways. They've been my family for the last ten years or so. Airy is a god called the Creator. I don't really know much about how that happened. I was told that there hadn't been a Creator in a long time and it was something in our blood."
brotherofagod: (Smiling.)

[personal profile] brotherofagod 2020-11-09 07:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Jake smiled. "Yeah. It is but that's not a bad thing." He liked that his family was messy and imperfect, even if his relationship with his biological sister was strained. "Yeah. I've met both. They still stick to their own world but we watch Ghostbusters every Halloween and family game nights." It was important to the Allaways to remain a strong family after everything that they'd been through and Jacob and Airy were both wrapped into that category.

"No, I'm not. I'm just a human guy. There isn't really anything special about me except that my sister is a god. I don't really get it myself and I have no family I can ask. Air's been looking into it but the Creator is shrouded in a lot of mystery and fake histories." Jacob shrugged. "I wish I knew. Sometimes I wish I was special."

He looked up at Caelan and smiled. "I only have two questions. 1. Do you like being a seal better than shaped like a person? 2. Will you use your music to hypnotize people? I don't think you need music to do that." The last question was just a little bit teasing.
brotherofagod: (What?)

He feels like he's back home with the Fam lol.

[personal profile] brotherofagod 2020-11-10 02:20 pm (UTC)(link)
"Huh." Jacob shifted his weight awkwardly as Caelan bombarded him with a ramble that he can't really argue against. It made sense though he wasn't sure when Caelan had gotten such a high opinion of him. He didn't think he was anything special but it made him happy. "Um.. thanks. I have a tendency to get down on myself. Sorry about that."

He paused awkwardly before adding. "You're special. Just so you know. I know that there are a lot of Fea. Not that I've met a lot but I've never met anyone exactly like you. I'm happy. To know you. So yeah." He tried not to be awkward but that was nearly impossible after everything that had happened today.

He decided to talk about music instead. "Your music could captivate me but I don't think it has anything to do with magic. It's just beautiful. I can't help but love the violin and you play so well." Jacob wished that he was musically inclined though him and Caelan had already had that conversation. "How long have you been playing?"
brotherofagod: (Smiling.)

[personal profile] brotherofagod 2020-11-17 05:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Jacob inclined his head in a nod. "It shows. I'd like to hear you play other instruments but I imagine they are expensive here." Creating instruments was an intensive art that took years to master. If even one part of the process goes wrong, the instrument won't sound right. Jacob didn't know a whole lot about it, except that his sister would go on rants about it whenever they passed a music store. True instruments couldn't be mass produced.

"And thanks. I guess. Maybe one day I'll see myself the way you do." His grin widened into a wolfish like smile, one that said that he'd caught his prey and was intensely proud of himself. "So we're friends? When did that happen?" He was kidding, it made him happy, but it was hard for Jacob to express how he felt about anyone; even friends. He didn't have many friends back home and most of his friends he didn't keep for long.

Caelan might stop being his friend one day, when he learned the truth, but for now, it made Jake happy.
brotherofagod: (Yeah?)

[personal profile] brotherofagod 2020-11-19 02:33 am (UTC)(link)
Jake chuckled. "I believe you Caelan. I don't think there is anything you could tell me that I'd argue with for long. It must be some sort of hidden talent." He leaned forward and looked over at his friend. "Just use your gift wisely or you'll become a supervillain."

He didn't mind the teasing, in fact, he enjoyed it a little bit. Even if it did make him flustered and emabarrassed. Though he wasn't sure if he should tell Caelan that, he didn't think he could survive if the teasing got any worse.

"I'm glad though. I don't have too many friends or suck at keeping them and, you might not know this Caelan but I do like you." Otherwise, he wouldn't bother to spend time with him.
brotherofagod: (Smiling.)

[personal profile] brotherofagod 2020-11-27 02:52 pm (UTC)(link)
"I know but for good or bad, I trust you. Guess that's pretty stupid of me but I suck at learning." He's already had his easy trusting manner bite him in the ass but it didn't bother him. He figured, no matter what Caelan said, that their friendship had an expiration date. Every relationship had an expiration date.

"A rogue huh? You sleep around a lot or something? Steal things? None of that really bothers me." As long as he wasn't the target of Caelan's escapades. Jacob was religious but he didn't judge others. He thought that the world needed everyone in it and that everyone was who they were for a reason. Of course, that train of thought didn't include him and his sexuality. Jacob held himself to a different standard that didn't make sense to an outsider looking in.

"What do you think? Like, do you think you're all those things?"
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[personal profile] brotherofagod 2020-11-28 10:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Jacob listened attentively but he only really started to smile when Caelan started talking about stealing. "Ah. Yeah. I agree. A lot of people seem to think that if they find something, it's theirs. I don't really get it. I've never been a big things person. I moved around too much." At least after being kidnapped, he didn't really own much of anything that truly belonged to him. Even now, it feels like a lot of what he used was borrowed.

"But I'm weird. Because I honestly think that's all fine. Just let me know if you're going to steal anything of mine." He grinned. "I'll try and make it hard for you." He couldn't think of anything that Caelan could take that he wouldn't just give him, so why not make it fun.

He leaned back against the couch and paused long enough to look Caelan up and down. "You're you. I think that's all that really matters. Besides, I like getting to know you."
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[personal profile] brotherofagod 2020-12-10 01:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Jacob grinned. "Oh? Well, I don't plan on changing but maybe one day I'll find something I want you to steal." His voice was light and teasing. Their interaction had started with Jacob's embarrassment but he was relaxing and enjoying the conversation. He liked teasing playfully but this was a side of him that didn't get a chance to flex very often.

He didn't think that he was nice but he knew that he came off that way. He really wanted Caelan to understand but he didn't know if he could put it into words. He wasn't nice. He was selfish and too wrapped up in his own damage.

"Mm?" Jacob snapped out of his thoughts and focused on his friend. He noticed the glimmer of Caelan's scales as they glided like a sea of glass along his neck. It was beautiful, this version of Caelan was beautiful. "What have you noticed?" He asked curiously, trying to play off the way he was staring in awe at his friend.

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