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Móno ([personal profile] monochromatically) wrote in [community profile] aterat2022-09-16 09:46 pm

Signal Interference

Who; Mono and whoever happens to be around
What; Log
Where; Harbor district sewer entrance to start
When; Mid September
Warnings; I will update if specific warnings are necessary. To start I would say: Mentions of solitary confinement/isolation, and abandonment
Note;Mono is now canon-updated to the end of game, and he is not going to be particularly rational atm, so it'll probably take a while for him to calm down and get both himself and his abilities under control depending on the way your character approaches. For more information, see his canon update here.


A young boy stumbled out of the sewers in the harbor district, looking disorientated and somewhat skeptical of the world around him. He shouldn’t be there, really. Not in the ‘children should not be in dangerous places in the dead of night’ kind of way, so much as the… he shouldn’t be in this world, kind of way.

This couldn’t be real, after all. He’d spent months in that room. Months feeling eyes on him despite the presence of the walls he’d built up around him with his powers. Months alone to ponder and let the hurt and anger gnaw at him after his friend… After Six dropped him. After she abandoned him to make her escape from the tower alone, letting go of his hand in the last moment. Just as he had thought that they were going to be free and could resume their joint escape from the city in search of a better place.

This had to be a wishful delusion of a place far better than the Pale City. A place he would much rather be, with people who cared about him (or could they betray him as easily as she had?).

But it wasn’t real, it couldn’t be real. The more the thoughts spun in his head, the more anxious and angry he got at whatever had changed the appearance of the space around him to look like something he couldn’t have. “It’s not real.” He mumbled, the light static that flickered in his sclera more pronounced as he frowned at the sight of the harbor district around him. “It’s not fair. It’s not. Stop trying to trick me.” He balled up his hands into fists. Seeing a place like this, it was too upsetting. He didn’t want to see something he couldn’t have. Mono needed to change it back, to stop being taunted by it. “CHANGE BACK!” He yelled in a desperate and unsteady tone. Energy rolling off of him in waves that seemed to thicken the air unchecked as the already small, rundown harbor buildings around him shuddered almost as though they might really change back.

If he had been more clear minded, he might have remembered that if he’d been in his world… he wouldn’t know or remember this place at all. That fact didn’t even begin to edge its way into the child’s mind as a few windows nearby exploded in shards of glass from the strain. The illusion wasn’t changing, the surrounding images weren’t changing like they should be… It was more like when he’d been outside the tower still and trying to get the hang of his abilities to get to the tower faster before everything had gone south.

Why…? This couldn’t be that place. This couldn’t be real, right? So why…? Was that thing behind this? Was it taunting him out of boredom? Could it even do that?


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Harbour

[personal profile] faithfulsupport 2022-09-19 06:05 am (UTC)(link)
It wasn't often that Ignis came down here since there wasn't much that he needed. But he'd tried to stretch his chocobo's legs out and Nida was still at work. The house seemed rather empty now and Ignis would steal moments in Mono's unoccupied room while Nida was out. He had no wish to upset or burden his already grieving husband at how much he too missed the boy and so hid his own grief at the boy's departure.

Sighing, he dismounted the chocobo and stared out at the water after tethering the bird to a safe post. He didn't want to go far since he wasn't really up for fighting off thieves or anyone that might want to steal or harm his chocobo, but he would if he needed to of course.

Half of him thought he then heard Mono's voice stating something about something not being fair and so Ignis turned his head to the sight of nothing and no one. He sighed and figured maybe he needed to work less hours and he was hearing things. But still, he walked down the steps at the entrance of the sewers and thought he heard Mono's voice again, this time a command to change back?

"Mono?" Ignis called, before crouching and noticing the energy engulf the buildings. He himself had to duck into one of the sewers to avoid the onslaught.
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[personal profile] faithfulsupport 2022-09-22 07:28 am (UTC)(link)
Ignis braced himself by flattening himself as much as he could while the place continued to be torn. This was the power the boy hadn't quite showed, but the whole static thing made sense now that this devastation was going on. He didn't have any means to protect himself but he was determined to get to the boy he'd began to see as son he would never have. He hinted around at the idea of Nida feeling that way too, but always stopped short of his husband giving him some speech or another as to why that would never work and that it would never happen.

The advisor heard windows breaking and placed a hand up over his glasses to try and see whatever was going on. "No one's trying to trick you and no you're not stupid!" Ignis called almost desperately. "We've been looking for you, Nida and I! We've been worried when you disappeared from the house and we couldn't find any trace of you!"

There had been so many things Ignis hoped to do such as reading to Mono, and going on more grocery trips. It was always fun to have the boy help around the house and in the kitchen. Ebony loved Mono and was often found trying to creep into Mono's room in an attempt to sleep next to him. The advisor also wanted to teach the boy how to ride a chocobo and help around in the garden and maybe even cook. But all of those hopes had been dashed when the boy had gone missing.
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[personal profile] faithfulsupport 2022-09-22 08:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Ignis wasn't sure if he was getting through to the boy or not, but he hoped that somewhere he had. He had no idea what Mono had been through and had he known, he would've torn everywhere down to keep him safe. There had been so many times that Mono had brought him happiness and had restrained himself from using that 'l' word. It was too soon, he and Nida differed on how to best approach this, but the advisor did see Mono as a son of sorts. And telling the boy he loved him was always shelved because it wasn't appropriate nor would it be welcome.

After Mono left, that regret seared through him repeatedly.

A relieved slight smile hit his face as Ignis took cover again against the wall as more debris passed him. "Yes, it's Mister Ignis." At least that much had been established. And he took a few breaths just to readjust and refocus. This was so very important.

But at hearing he should go, kicked in the royal advisor's stubborn button so to speak. "No, I am not leaving you. You left us, and that wasn't your fault. But I am not letting you go again. You are very important to me, and I am going nowhere. I will wait as long as I have to for you to come home where you belong."
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[personal profile] faithfulsupport 2022-09-28 10:13 am (UTC)(link)
Ignis shook his head. "No, I am not leaving without you." He put his back to the wall and looked up at the ceiling, trying to keep words suppressed because that had always proven to be safer when he was back home. Others could have emotions and display them by all means, but that privilege had been denied him so many times. Emotions were messy and not logical or rational at all, but he'd be damned if he didn't feel them.

Nida had been the first to truly open him up and accept those long denied feelings. And then Mono had too but in a different sort of way of course.

"You speak of hurting someone, but it.." Why was this so hard? And why were there tears coming down underneath his spectacles? Quickly he wiped them away and continued. "It hurt to not see you or know if you were safe. "You also speak of breaking people. Nida and I were broken when we realized you'd left. You are.."

Again his voice failed him. "You're family Mono. You're like.." Now Ignis wasn't sure if he was annoyed at his voice failing or these damned tears he was wiping. "You're like a son to me. One I never thought I would have the honour of knowing."

And he let himself slump against the wall with a sigh even as debris flew right past him.
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[personal profile] faithfulsupport 2022-10-04 04:43 am (UTC)(link)
"It takes time to harness one's powers." Ignis replied. "But it depends on how you decide to utilize your powers is that is the measure of the person." He leaned down to avoid an oncoming piece of wood that could've most certainly knocked him unconscious. But he did listen to the boy go on. Whatever Mono had been through had to be devastating but he knew how things went.

He pushed his glasses up over his nose and could feel the anger and the heartbreak as he explained. "My king has had many people sacrifice themselves to save him. His own father made a shady sort of deal regarding his very own people in order to save his son, who will bring back the light of our world." His head lowered. "The people he ruled over dealt with the consequences of a false treaty and the kingdom was destroyed."

He sighed. "There are hard choices to be certain. But your heart is a good one and even if you've made mistakes, I know you will do all that you can to make them right if and when you can."
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[personal profile] faithfulsupport 2022-10-05 08:11 am (UTC)(link)
Ignis could hear the break in the boy's voice and he sighed with some relief. Some how he had gotten through, even if just a little. His heart broke to hear the tone too and the story along with it.

"I presume you believe Nida and I would be better off if you stayed away. And while I don't often speak for him, I don't believe Nida would agree with that statement as I don't."

This was his way of politely disagreeing without an argument because Ignis knew the boy had to learn to think for himself and draw his own conclusions. But there was the part where Ignis was one to challenge fate.

"If you don't know how to control it, then you can learn. Nida and I will stand by you as long as it takes,and help you. You are not alone here, and you are safe from whatever fate is in store while you remain in this place. And I do not believe for one moment that if it was either of us going through an ordeal such as you are now, that you would simply give up on us. So neither of us will turn our back and abandon you or have you face this alone."

He took a deep breath. "If in time you decide you don't wish the fate in store, Nida and I have been looking into returning to my home together. And you are more than welcome to come along if we can indeed accomplish that very goal."
Edited 2022-10-05 08:25 (UTC)
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[personal profile] faithfulsupport 2022-10-07 06:33 am (UTC)(link)
"I appreciate your kindness in looking out for us. That is rather heartwarming and touching at the same time." Nida and Ignis were hardened warriors, tested in so many battles physically and mentally. But he was really happy to hear that the boy was trying his best to look out for the men he cared about in his own way. That got Ignis to smile.

"If you don't try, you'll never know." Ignis replied in what he hoped was a soothing tone. And here he thought he might be gaining some ground with the boy here as well because now he was considering Ignis' words instead of automatically swiping them away. "And as I've said, Nida and I will stand ready to assist you in every way that we can. For that is what family does."

It made him think of the lads back home, how they were a family and all they had left pretty much. But he could choke and sob about that later. Right now Mono was most important.

Hearing the surprise in the tone had Ignis smile. "Of course we want you to go with us. There I would be able to introduce you to my king Noctis along with our two friends, Prompto and Gladio."

And for a moment he pictured the lads meeting Mono, and Nida. How downright shocked they would all be to learn that he had a family in another world. Noctis and Prompto would be the bad influences and Ignis was certain of that. Gladio might seem formidable to Mono at first, but the boy would undoubtedly soon learn there was a giant teddy bear type of an uncle beneath the surface although he would be a protective uncle as would the other two.
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[personal profile] faithfulsupport 2022-10-10 06:03 am (UTC)(link)
Ignis' shoulders slumped as he felt himself relax just a little when Mono mentioned that he wanted to try here." He couldn't go back empty handed and there was no way that he couldn't tell Nida what had transpired.

The angry comment had him smile and he pushed his glasses back up over his nose. "Well I will have you know that when I am angry I tend to turn that towards sparring or training on my own. Anger is a normal and healthy thing. And it sounds as if you already know that it can be quite destructive if left unchecked or unchanneled."

And even if Mono was a danger, it still had Ignis breathing a sigh of relief. "The invitation is open and I daresay you'll have time to see how you can harness your powers before we go anywhere. But I accept your terms."

Mono reminded the royal advisor of Noctis, a twenty something year old king who felt responsible for an entire kingdom toppling down because of the power he would eventually possess. The weight of guilt could be terribly crushing and Ignis saw it daily on the young king's face. He took all of the blame for something that was beyond his control, as it sounded as if this boy was doing.
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[personal profile] faithfulsupport 2022-10-12 07:27 am (UTC)(link)
He hoped there would be some semblance of peace now, at least between them since the unexpected negotiations were solved. Ignis hadn't planned on letting the boy know how he truly felt about him until a longer amount of time had passed. But then the world forced him to be without the boy and without the bond he'd treasured.

And he'd been nothing but angry. There had been so very many nights that he asked whoever was listening to return the boy and he'd confess. Of course this hadn't been the way Ignis had thought it would go at all, but the words were out and the feelings were known.

"I hope so too." There was a smile after he said those words and he sighed, feeling the burden of worry tumbling off of his shoulders. And after looking at Mono once he heard the question, that smile got bigger. "Yes, by all means let's go home." And after a moment he looked at him a little better. "Are you hungry? When was the last time that you ate?"
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[personal profile] faithfulsupport 2022-10-13 06:44 am (UTC)(link)
"Months?" Ignis asked, unable to keep the surprise out of his tone. That answer had him running through the things he could cook in a hurry in order to get some food into Mono. But at hearing that reply, Ignis felt relief. "You know I always keep plenty of food in the house and it won't take any time at all to get you fed."

He sighed. "If you're ready to go, we'll head on home and perhaps we can throw something of a small party for your safe return."
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[personal profile] faithfulsupport 2022-10-18 07:05 am (UTC)(link)
"So you were somewhere for months with no appetite." This has Ignis definitely concerned. A boy not eating for that long could be fatal. Of course fortunately that wasn't the case here, but it did rankle him. How in the world could the boy go without eating? Ignis wasn't sure he should ask and let Mono explain that somehow another day. What was most important was getting the boy home to Nida and where he was safe.

A small smile appeared at Mono's compliment and he nodded at hearing the other was ready to go home.

"Alright, I'm sure Nida will be wondering where we've been, and I'm sure Ebony, Julia and the chocobos have missed you as we have."

The advisor wasn't going to bother to hide it, because when he'd said those earlier words to Mono he'd meant them. And he wasn't about to go back on them not ow try and pretend that it was otherwise.
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[personal profile] faithfulsupport 2022-10-20 06:53 am (UTC)(link)
The only thought that kept crossing his mind when Mono mentioned this signal tower was the boy somehow strapped down and forced to sit and do terrible things. But that was a mental picture that he wasn't about to share with the other. So he sighed and looked back over when Mono mentioned still growing. There were a few inches that hadn't been there before but that didn't make him any less him. And Ignis didn't love him any less because of it. Nida wouldn't either, and of that he was certain.

"So when you went back you forgot everyone." Ignis hesitantly placed a hand on Mono's shoulder. "It's alright. You're safe here, but I daresay we may have to remodel your room to accommodate your height."

And as they walked on, he smiled. "So that means another shopping trip to see if your tastes have changed."
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[personal profile] faithfulsupport 2022-10-25 05:31 am (UTC)(link)
Ignis only smiled as Mono mentioned that he liked going out with them. And of course the married pair would clear their schedules for him along with anything else it took to get Mono settled back in. "Well that's good to hear, because we rather enjoy our outings with you as well."

He knew that it might take some time to adjust and Ignis wasn't about to ask Nida to take time off of work. So the advisor would do so after arranging it with the staff there. There was more than one person that owed him some work shifts and he always took the extra shifts, knowing one day they would need repaid. Well now that time was here and that was comforting that he could be gone. And if needed he'd wait until Nida got home and ride to work.

Whatever it took.

"So we'll get home, get you fed and tucked in for the night if you're tired. And you can let me know when you're ready for a shopping trip."

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