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Llewellyn Watts ([personal profile] gadaboutdetective) wrote in [community profile] aterat2022-05-12 05:45 pm

The detective gives that trip 0/10. Would not visit again

Who; Llewellyn and people
What; 2 Open logs and 1 closed
Where; Assorted
When; All through May
Warnings; Alcohol for a start. I will update accordingly depending on what gets discussed. Update: Brief mention of homophobia and unfair laws of the era in Ignis' thread, discussion of a murder case in thread with Ivy.

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Finding his way home. - Closed to Rhy

It was late in the evening and footsteps were echoing through the sewers of of the city. Steps unsteady and a little staggered as the man exited the tunnels with a distracted look on his face.

He doesn’t really look particularly different how how he did a week ago when he disappeared. His gaze lightly unfocused as he walked almost on autopilot, his mind a whirl. Less a flock of starlings as he was prone to describing it and more of a tornado, and his emotions running rampant.

There was so much in his head now, too much. It was scrambling to sort what seemed like two very different lives. Almost two years away from home, between the Sphere and this world… And nearly that long suddenly stuffed in his head from his own world, much of it far less pleasant in some ways than the two years he’d come to know away from it.

Leaning against a lamppost, Llewellyn took a deep breath and then another as his eyes finally focused on the world around him. He was back, back in the world he’d come to think of as his home… And after having been back in his world? It had only cemented that feeling, regardless of how powerless and ill prepared he felt when it came to some of the things that happened here… It was better than the gnawing pain and repeated cycle of loss that he felt trapped in.

He wasn’t sure if he wanted to cry in frustration or relief as he stared at the quiet evening around him. Frustration for what he’d gone back to with no memories of this place, or in pure relief for being here again. Regardless, a few stray tears escaped anyway, though he’d deny it if asked.

… He’d deny a few things if asked, honestly.

“I need a drink…” He muttered, wishing to quiet his over-loud, racing thoughts just a little. It had practically been a part of his schedule over the last few months… Drink to quiet the thoughts, drink to numb the feelings that you wish you didn’t have, drink to forget how once again you were alone.

Then, absently, a particular thought rattled into place. Here he wasn’t alone. He had someone waiting for him.

Rhy.

The name comes to the forefront of his mind, and his heart suddenly ached for a different reason. How long had he been gone for? He’d promised not to leave the man, promised to stay by his husband’s side and not leave him to feel so very alone again…

The drink is forgotten for now, and Llewellyn turns in another direction, the correct direction. He wavers on his path once in a while, if only because worry had begun worming its way into his head. Worries of what to say to his husband, worries about what the man would think if he heard some of the last two years. Fear of disappointment, or judgement, or...

Llewellyn squinted at the door before him, the stained glass rose window glowing lightly with light from within. He had made it back without realizing it, so caught up in his own head again.

At first, he almost does the absurd thing, and knocks. Instead, having a small sensible thought break through the confusion, he pulls out his key and lets himself in.

It's an odd feeling as he wandered into the entry hall. Relief sinking in, the wonder of 'this is my home, it's safe here' catches a hold of him lightly. It's not the slightly lonely boarding house room, dim and empty aside from a few personal belongings, wine, and case notes. It's warm, bright, inviting, vibrantly full of life.

There's just one thing left... He wants- needs to see Rhy. Despite the vague anxiety of what on earth he might say, and the fear of how long he might have been gone lingering... He needs to see him. "Rhy?" He spoke as he began moving from one room to another in hopes of searching.

His voice doesn't sound as strong or confident as he'd like, he notes. He needs to fix that when does see his husband.

But it's a start.


Business as usual. - Gullwings or Aerith's shop ~ OTA if anyone wants to try to catch his attention when he's hiding in his work

If there was anything that would never change about Llewellyn, it was his proclivity for choosing avoidance of issues in favor of work. Why dwell and talk about the things in your head when you could be focusing on being productive and useful.

There were plenty of things that needed his attention, after all. There was work to be done at the Gullwings offices. He was a week behind on the smaller cases he'd taken on around the city, and hey- wouldn't it be nice if he tidied his desk a little? Adjust the tornado so it looked a little more...

Well, not better, but as though it had moved around a bit? Maybe a little more centralized on his desk instead of overflowing onto other people's spaces?

Plus, he noted with some confusion, he needed to tidy up the many odd little flowers that had been left on his desk. Llewellyn certainly didn't remember putting them there, and their presence puzzled him some...

Yes, anyone who walked in on seeing him organizing was probably going to wonder if they were hallucinating.


Then there was the flower shop. The detective knew he had time to make up for there, having left Aerith to take care of things by herself so rudely.

They were into the time of year where flowers were blooming and just waiting to be gathered to arrange in vases or baskets. So it wouldn't hurt to give the plants a little extra attention, would it? Especially since she'd allowed him to leave some of his starters to transfer at a later date.

Really, between arrangements waiting to be put together and flowers needing care, there was plenty for him to help with to make up for his absence!

Whether it was the office or the garden shop, there was nothing wrong with putting in a little more time here and there! And it gave him time to catch up with and check on people, which was still a priority at the end of the day.


I'll have that drink now. - The Tavern ~ OTA But warning for excessive drinking

Llewellyn was... adjusting.

Yeah, let's go with that. It sounded better than anything he could come up with. He really just needed time, he was sure. Time to finish sorting all the new thoughts and experiences into their little boxes on a shelf in his mind. Once that was done, he would lose the vague amounts of distraction and the questions of if he was listening or if something was off would stop.

He could do without those, really. He was fine. One hundred percent okay. Just adjusting. Just processing almost two years' worth of information.

Just trying to shake off the paranoia and anxiety that's still lingering from being in my own world. He let out a long breath while he waited for the tavern-keeper to bring him another drink.

Since it was just him and his thoughts? He could admit to himself that... There were some things that were less than fine.

He was tired of looking over his shoulder every time he was with Rhy, worried about some unknown seeing them and bringing danger down on their heads for just walking.

Tired of wondering when he was going to mess things up here, too. Both his personal life and professional life had... developed quite a track record. An annoying voice in the back of his mind kept musing that it might only be a matter of time before the rug got pulled out from under him.

And he was damn tired of the vague, lowered faith in the people around him. Expecting someone to spout some idiocy or opinion that would hurt someone who didn't deserve to be hurt, or even some slight against him when he didn't agree with them.

What happened to the progress he'd made? What happened to the glass being half full instead of half empty?

Another glass of something amber in colour was set in front of him, and idly he mused, 'There's a full glass.' As he pulled it towards him, hoping it might quiet his mind some while he passed some time before going home.
silent_beauty: (Confused.)

Business as usual ~ Gullwings Office

[personal profile] silent_beauty 2022-06-12 05:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Luna inclined her head in a solum nod. She was happy that he was back but the sudden rush of emotions had surprised her. It was the first time in her life that she'd felt this ecstatic sense of relief and it had left a lasting impressor on her.

Was it normal to feel as if her entire body was filled?

For the first time since her arrival, she felt of sense of being complete. She hadn't felt that way in a long time and it was usually when her brother would sneak into her room to tuck her in at night.

She smiled and that happy grin reached up to his sparkling dark eyes. Luna wasn't sure she could recount the entire story but she'd try her best for Rhy. After a short pause, she wrote once more on the small pad of paper that Llewellyn had given her. Hopefully, he didn't mind her using a great deal of the pad.

'I will. Are you alright? Where did you go?'
silent_beauty: (Innocent.)

[personal profile] silent_beauty 2022-06-16 02:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Luna listened carefully to Llewellyn even as she began to detail the story her mother had told her from memory. She couldn't remember all of it and there were various plot holes and jumps that didn't make a lot of sense but the general idea of the story was clear and like most children stories, it had a happy ending.

When she was finished she tore off the paper and left it on the desk for Llewellyn. Maybe he needed a bed time story to tell to Rhy or Pretzel!

She then began writing again, this time moving slower as if to collect her thoughts. 'This place is home? Home is not home? Is it lonely? Will you have to go back? I want to go home. My brother is my home.'
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[personal profile] silent_beauty 2022-06-17 08:23 pm (UTC)(link)
The young princess mirrored Llewellyn's smile. It was perfect for a king to find someone as sweet and wonderful as the man sitting before her. He would have made a wonderful Queen if him and Rhy were in Rhy's kingdom. A much better Queen than the woman who was currently married to her father.

She reached for the paper and began to write again, passing over the pad for Llewellyn to look at. 'Stay here.' It was easy to understand and if Luna's brother were here, she might have wanted the same. She'd have missed her mother but the pair of them would be safe and away from the evil Queen's grasp.

Luna writes again and just as quickly shows it to Llewellyn. "Can I help?" A good princess always looked out for other people and Llewellyn, aside from being Pretzel's father, was her friend.
silent_beauty: (Innocent.)

[personal profile] silent_beauty 2022-06-22 05:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Luna bobbed her head in an affirmative nod before she leaned forward to use his desk to write. This was quicker than writing in the air and within a few seconds she had another note for him to read. 'I will fetch lunch after I clean up the flowers.'

She turned on her heel, briefly leaving the notebook on his desk as she set to picking up the flowers she had scattered across the office floor. If they had been outside she would have left them be but the poor flowers had no way to reach the sun when inside and she couldn't just leave them.

Once they were gathered she placed them neatly on Llewellyn's desk and then picked up the pad of paper once more. 'What kinds of food do you like?' She didn't know all of the places with food in the city but she wanted to bring him something that he'd really enjoy.
silent_beauty: (Head Tilt.)

[personal profile] silent_beauty 2022-06-24 01:45 am (UTC)(link)
Luna hesitated when it appeared as if Llewellyn was going with her. She hadn't expected it because it had sounded like there was something that he had specifically wanted her to fetch for him. Of course, she much preferred his and Pretzel's company. Even if she put on a brave face, the young princess never liked to be alone.

She grabbed the notepad and pencil, tucking the set into a small pocket of her dress before fixing the light purple hat that rested on her head. She didn't have many outfits nor was she wearing anything expensive but the orphanage had provided enough clothing for Luna to remain clean and tidy. They also gave her a choice of hats and other fun accessories that made her feel like she was back in her mother's castle.

Luna frowned and quickly wrote on the pad once more. 'Pretzel?</>' She looked down at the cute puppy and her favorite person in the city with a worried stare. He didn't mean Pretzel, did he?! There was only one of him... how could that be his favorite? Luna was sure that she must have somehow misunderstood.

She wrote quickly before flipping over the pad once more. 'Sweet bread. I can make it for you.' Luna was beginning to realize that she couldn't keep the pad in her pocket. She'd likely have to fashion a strap to the paper, as she had for her harp.
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[personal profile] silent_beauty 2022-06-26 09:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Princess Luna smiled up at Llewellyn before quickly writing on her pad. 'It is a good name. After all, he had named the puppy after something he loved. It was easy to understand. If Luna had a pet in the city she'd likely name it after her brother and that would make the creature even more precious.

She reached for Llewellyn's hand once they were outside of the office and waited for Llewellyn to lead the way. Luna knew her way around the city but she wasn't sure what he wanted to eat and she wanted to get something for him. This was, after all, a celebration for his return and she even had some money saved up in her pocket that she could use to buy him things.

At his question, she nods her head and tried to think of what she should make first. She could try and surprise him and make it at the orphanage but there was a shared kitchen there and she wasn't sure if she was allowed to use it.
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[personal profile] silent_beauty 2022-07-01 06:49 pm (UTC)(link)
The young princess grinned at the praise, happy to have such warm acceptance from someone important to her. It was easy to not care about the opinions of strangers or those who she designated as 'evil' but Llewellyn was someone she held in high esteem and she valued his opinion. His compliment sent a bubbling warmth through her little frame that inspired a giddy hop to her step as they walked down the street.

At his question she nodded her head, having learned about ice cream from the maids at the castle. Of course ice cream in the castle tasted like sweet milk and didn't have the flavors that existed elsewhere. She was going to be very surprised.

Holding the detective's hand meant that she couldn't write but she looked up at him curiously, wondering if he was going to tell her where they were going. She hadn't know that any of the places here had ice cream and she had also assumed that they were going to have ice cream for lunch.
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[personal profile] silent_beauty 2022-07-06 07:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Luna looked up at Llewellyn curiously as he spoke. She wanted to ask him about the flavors or how milk tasted like chocolate. Was it a brown cow? She hadn't remembered ever seeing something like that but this world was strange and filled with magic. Perhaps brown cows were common here, chocolate cows. Was that where chocolate came from?

After another block of walking Luna released his hand and began to write on the pad of paper in front of her. She had to stop walking for a second, quickly scrawl the note and the run to catch up to Llewellyn. The writing wasn't as neat as usual but it was legible.

'Are there chocolate cows to make chocolate ice cream? Chocolate is very bitter but ice cream is very sweet. Is it bitter?'
silent_beauty: (Watching.)

[personal profile] silent_beauty 2022-07-07 03:15 pm (UTC)(link)
She was grateful that he had crouched down to speak to her. Luna didn't mind looking up, it was a familiar feeling but after awhile it became uncomfortable. As a princess she was taught to meet another's gaze when speaking to them but her young age and short stature made it difficult.

Her eyes brightened as he explained the intricacies of chocolate. She knew of chocolate powder because that was what she had learned to bake with but it was expensive and rare. Another quick scribble was in order before they could continue towards their lunch.

'It is not too expensive is it?' It would be obvious that she was incredibly excited to try it.
silent_beauty: (Head Tilt.)

[personal profile] silent_beauty 2022-07-09 09:14 pm (UTC)(link)
It was wise to pass on the dog's aversion to chocolate because Luna would have absolutely shared her ice cream with Pretzel if given the chance. She nodded to let Llewellyn know that she understood and then reached to take his hand once more.

The notebook was tucked beneath her other arm and held protectively against her side as she walked, however, she stopped or slowed occasionally to pin it back in place and prevent it from falling.

She didn't want to look silly in front of Pretzel or Llewellyn.
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[personal profile] silent_beauty 2022-07-14 03:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Luna looked down at the note pad she had balanced under her arm and then back up at Llewellyn. It was inconvenient for her to carry around like this but it felt like a life line. With this simple pad of paper she was able to communicate and be apart of the outside world. That made it important but she trusted him and knew that it would be easier if she didn't have to carry it.

It was only a moments hesitation before Luna shifted the weight of the paper to her hand and lifted it up to Llewellyn to hold. She smiled, a soft tiny expression, and nodded her head.

If it was for ice cream. She was happy to let him hold it and not get it sticky.
silent_beauty: (Trapt.)

[personal profile] silent_beauty 2022-07-19 09:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Luna nodded her head before following Llewellyn to the bench. She carefully sat on the wooden planks with her hands placed gently in her lap; always the proper little lady.

She was grateful that he left the bag and subsequently her notebook. Though Luna didn't think that she'd need it. It was a comfort to have it nearby.

After Llewellyn left there was a brief awkward moment of silence as both her and Pretzel watched Llewellyn get in line. They both then looked at each other as if the motion was choregraphed. It was probably a bad idea but Luna pushed the bag to her left side, leaving the right side of the bench entirely open. She then patted the bench in hopes to get Pretzel to snuggle up with her on the bench.

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