gadaboutdetective: (Default)
Llewellyn Watts ([personal profile] gadaboutdetective) wrote in [community profile] aterat2022-05-12 05:45 pm

The detective gives that trip 0/10. Would not visit again

Who; Llewellyn and people
What; 2 Open logs and 1 closed
Where; Assorted
When; All through May
Warnings; Alcohol for a start. I will update accordingly depending on what gets discussed. Update: Brief mention of homophobia and unfair laws of the era in Ignis' thread, discussion of a murder case in thread with Ivy.

( I can also do personalized starters if you want! just let me know either on Discord: WhimsicalSpook#8219 or Plurk: [plurk.com profile] whimsicalspook You are also welcome to throw a starter at me if you want, I don't bite!)



Finding his way home. - Closed to Rhy

It was late in the evening and footsteps were echoing through the sewers of of the city. Steps unsteady and a little staggered as the man exited the tunnels with a distracted look on his face.

He doesn’t really look particularly different how how he did a week ago when he disappeared. His gaze lightly unfocused as he walked almost on autopilot, his mind a whirl. Less a flock of starlings as he was prone to describing it and more of a tornado, and his emotions running rampant.

There was so much in his head now, too much. It was scrambling to sort what seemed like two very different lives. Almost two years away from home, between the Sphere and this world… And nearly that long suddenly stuffed in his head from his own world, much of it far less pleasant in some ways than the two years he’d come to know away from it.

Leaning against a lamppost, Llewellyn took a deep breath and then another as his eyes finally focused on the world around him. He was back, back in the world he’d come to think of as his home… And after having been back in his world? It had only cemented that feeling, regardless of how powerless and ill prepared he felt when it came to some of the things that happened here… It was better than the gnawing pain and repeated cycle of loss that he felt trapped in.

He wasn’t sure if he wanted to cry in frustration or relief as he stared at the quiet evening around him. Frustration for what he’d gone back to with no memories of this place, or in pure relief for being here again. Regardless, a few stray tears escaped anyway, though he’d deny it if asked.

… He’d deny a few things if asked, honestly.

“I need a drink…” He muttered, wishing to quiet his over-loud, racing thoughts just a little. It had practically been a part of his schedule over the last few months… Drink to quiet the thoughts, drink to numb the feelings that you wish you didn’t have, drink to forget how once again you were alone.

Then, absently, a particular thought rattled into place. Here he wasn’t alone. He had someone waiting for him.

Rhy.

The name comes to the forefront of his mind, and his heart suddenly ached for a different reason. How long had he been gone for? He’d promised not to leave the man, promised to stay by his husband’s side and not leave him to feel so very alone again…

The drink is forgotten for now, and Llewellyn turns in another direction, the correct direction. He wavers on his path once in a while, if only because worry had begun worming its way into his head. Worries of what to say to his husband, worries about what the man would think if he heard some of the last two years. Fear of disappointment, or judgement, or...

Llewellyn squinted at the door before him, the stained glass rose window glowing lightly with light from within. He had made it back without realizing it, so caught up in his own head again.

At first, he almost does the absurd thing, and knocks. Instead, having a small sensible thought break through the confusion, he pulls out his key and lets himself in.

It's an odd feeling as he wandered into the entry hall. Relief sinking in, the wonder of 'this is my home, it's safe here' catches a hold of him lightly. It's not the slightly lonely boarding house room, dim and empty aside from a few personal belongings, wine, and case notes. It's warm, bright, inviting, vibrantly full of life.

There's just one thing left... He wants- needs to see Rhy. Despite the vague anxiety of what on earth he might say, and the fear of how long he might have been gone lingering... He needs to see him. "Rhy?" He spoke as he began moving from one room to another in hopes of searching.

His voice doesn't sound as strong or confident as he'd like, he notes. He needs to fix that when does see his husband.

But it's a start.


Business as usual. - Gullwings or Aerith's shop ~ OTA if anyone wants to try to catch his attention when he's hiding in his work

If there was anything that would never change about Llewellyn, it was his proclivity for choosing avoidance of issues in favor of work. Why dwell and talk about the things in your head when you could be focusing on being productive and useful.

There were plenty of things that needed his attention, after all. There was work to be done at the Gullwings offices. He was a week behind on the smaller cases he'd taken on around the city, and hey- wouldn't it be nice if he tidied his desk a little? Adjust the tornado so it looked a little more...

Well, not better, but as though it had moved around a bit? Maybe a little more centralized on his desk instead of overflowing onto other people's spaces?

Plus, he noted with some confusion, he needed to tidy up the many odd little flowers that had been left on his desk. Llewellyn certainly didn't remember putting them there, and their presence puzzled him some...

Yes, anyone who walked in on seeing him organizing was probably going to wonder if they were hallucinating.


Then there was the flower shop. The detective knew he had time to make up for there, having left Aerith to take care of things by herself so rudely.

They were into the time of year where flowers were blooming and just waiting to be gathered to arrange in vases or baskets. So it wouldn't hurt to give the plants a little extra attention, would it? Especially since she'd allowed him to leave some of his starters to transfer at a later date.

Really, between arrangements waiting to be put together and flowers needing care, there was plenty for him to help with to make up for his absence!

Whether it was the office or the garden shop, there was nothing wrong with putting in a little more time here and there! And it gave him time to catch up with and check on people, which was still a priority at the end of the day.


I'll have that drink now. - The Tavern ~ OTA But warning for excessive drinking

Llewellyn was... adjusting.

Yeah, let's go with that. It sounded better than anything he could come up with. He really just needed time, he was sure. Time to finish sorting all the new thoughts and experiences into their little boxes on a shelf in his mind. Once that was done, he would lose the vague amounts of distraction and the questions of if he was listening or if something was off would stop.

He could do without those, really. He was fine. One hundred percent okay. Just adjusting. Just processing almost two years' worth of information.

Just trying to shake off the paranoia and anxiety that's still lingering from being in my own world. He let out a long breath while he waited for the tavern-keeper to bring him another drink.

Since it was just him and his thoughts? He could admit to himself that... There were some things that were less than fine.

He was tired of looking over his shoulder every time he was with Rhy, worried about some unknown seeing them and bringing danger down on their heads for just walking.

Tired of wondering when he was going to mess things up here, too. Both his personal life and professional life had... developed quite a track record. An annoying voice in the back of his mind kept musing that it might only be a matter of time before the rug got pulled out from under him.

And he was damn tired of the vague, lowered faith in the people around him. Expecting someone to spout some idiocy or opinion that would hurt someone who didn't deserve to be hurt, or even some slight against him when he didn't agree with them.

What happened to the progress he'd made? What happened to the glass being half full instead of half empty?

Another glass of something amber in colour was set in front of him, and idly he mused, 'There's a full glass.' As he pulled it towards him, hoping it might quiet his mind some while he passed some time before going home.
cetrary: famira (4KtSSzM)

[personal profile] cetrary 2022-05-18 01:51 am (UTC)(link)
"Hmm, I dunno, Yuki did a pretty good job," she teased. "Maybe your position is at risk, do you have anything that sets you apart from other candidates?" Now seemed like a pretty excellent time to try to lighten the mood of everything. Especially if he was going to ask questions himself. "No. A lot about changes though, I think maybe the Academy showing up...back up?" she tabbed her chin and hmm'ed. "Interested in them." Or at the very least they were interested in things changing around the world.

"I understand, but he did know people were looking and that they'd be looking in potentially dangerous places." Opps, she stopped there, not wanting to add to his own worries. "I'm just relieved to know now."

A look of concern crossed her face at what he revealed. "That must be hard for you to be back here with so many new memories." At the very least it had to be pretty overwhelming for him to try to sift through them all and all the memories from this place. "They're still around, I'm pretty sure. Strange that nothing bigger or worse has come though, huh? It felt ominous with them appearing and everyone talking about the academy." She still wondered if more wouldn't come eventually, but for now it seemed like that was the worst of it. Though now she was kinda worried she was going to be the cause of something worse actually coming.

"Well, if you ever need to talk about what one could expect there, I'm a good listener. So are my flowers." But she wasn't going to push the topic too much. "We should have a party!"
cetrary: famira (new)

[personal profile] cetrary 2022-05-19 07:33 am (UTC)(link)
"It might have, you never know. It's a competitive market after all!" Everyone wants to work for her, right? Maybe. "Maybe I should make it into a competition for the position." Of course she was smiling the entire time, it was all just a little joke. As far as she knew he'd just come to help her while Llewellyn was missing, so his position wasn't too threatened. "The snacks are a very good point though! It's pretty nice to have someone thinking of those things." Because she definitely didn't think of it ever.

"You don't have to worry, nobody took any super big risks. Everyone knew to be careful with the current things that had happened. And I had my trusty bodyguard with me." Though if he hadn't insisted she probably would have gone out on her own. "So we looked, but we were smart about it. People even planned things out." Which was actually a miracle compared to how everyone usually acted around here. It seemed like for the most part people preferred to act alone and then report back if anything happened.

"I'm sorry. I wish there was something I could do to help you," she said sympathetically. "Are you sure you want to come back then? You can take more time if you need it." Though, knowing him he probably really wanted to go back to work to distract himself. "I'm not entirely sure if it's popular, I think I've been a bit in my own head lately," she offered as a sheepish response. "I'm not sure if anyone's been or tried to go. But you have a point, that's usually how things work here. I guess all we can do is wait." Just like what they'd done when he'd disappeared.

"You won't, but that's okay," she confirmed. They'd spent enough time together for her to know that, but the offer was there regardless and she didn't mind if he lied a little bit. She did it enough herself after all. "Your return of course, silly," she said with a light giggle. "Don't worry, I'm just teasing, I know you wouldn't want all that attention."
cetrary: famira (ry6WG2E)

[personal profile] cetrary 2022-05-21 01:02 pm (UTC)(link)
"I couldn't tell you now, that'd give you an unfair advantage," she said as if it were the most obvious and logical thing ever. At least Aerith was pretty good at keeping a joke up and teasing seemed like a nice way to lighten everything up. "If the next snacks you bring are particularly yummy then maybe you'll get some extra bonus points." For the mystery competition.

"You have always seemed like the type to dive right back in," she offered him up a smile that had a touch of concern lingering on it. "Gotta get rights back into the chocobos saddle, huh? As long as you make sure not to overdo your adjusting." She tapped her chin thoughtfully then put a finger into the air as though she'd just gotten an idea. "We should go to my garden together sometime. I have some clippings that are ready for transplanting and I thought I'd see if anyone would want to take some home with them. They're much nicer to have alive than just as a bouquet of flowers. Buuut I'll need some help bringing in the pots." Of course, she could just order Cloud to do it, but going to her little garden here always made her happy. Maybe it'd help Llewellyn some too.

"Well, you are here a lot. So I'd hope I'd know you at least kinda well." She smiled. "Maybe when you've had some more time to settle back in we can have a potluck. Not a party for anyone, but just a friendly gathering of everyone." Note the very important distinctions.
cetrary: (24cLueefamira)

[personal profile] cetrary 2022-05-27 11:09 am (UTC)(link)
"Exactly! And I run a fair and balanced shop!" She said with a matter of fact tone. "So I'd have to run a fair and balanced competition, right?" Made perfect sense. "I'll be waiting to judge if these places are really worthy of being called the best places." Would she really be able to tell the difference? No. But being able to tease a bit felt pretty nice. At least she thought it did and she really hoped he felt similar about it.

"Hey, it works here too, we have some around." Which was kinda weird, but all things considering that was normal for this place. "I bet a lot of places have different sayings." It might actually be interesting to hear more about them. "I think I can relate to that. It's easier to not get caught up in your own head, isn't it?" That happened to be what she did when she felt too overwhelmed with her own thoughts. There were a lot of things that were just easier to not think about or deal with and she usually liked keeping as busy as possible. Which, probably wasn't the best way to handle things (because you didn't actually handle anything) but it was certainly the easiest.

"You were exactly who I was thinking of. You can let me know when you're free." She beamed rightly and seemed genuinely excited by the idea. "And I'll keep the potluck in mind when you've been back a bit longer. You'll have to tell me some of your favorite things so we make sure to have that."
cetrary: famira (ZJB2Q3p)

[personal profile] cetrary 2022-06-04 08:02 am (UTC)(link)
"Then I guess we'll see at lunch time. Maybe it'll be your first challenge for the competition." The competition that wasn't actually real. She'd continue to pretend it was a real competition for as long as she could keep this going though.

"I'd guess that's because your world doesn't have chocobos?" Which was also kind of an interesting thing in it's own right. It seemed like there were a lot of general similarities in worlds along with a lot of differences in the details of how they world. "It might be interesting to ask people sometime about the different sayings they have in their world." Maybe it'd even be a nice way to distract people after something bad happened.

"Too many people spend a bit too long letting themselves get caught up in the past. I'm glad to hear you're trying to not let yourself do that." It made her happy to know that he was at least trying to not let himself spend too long thinking about the past. Or at least, she hoped he was telling the truth about all that.

"Sounds like we've got a plan then. Or at least the start of a plan that will lead to us making a more solid plan."
cetrary: famira (AKx5X0E)

[personal profile] cetrary 2022-06-11 02:58 am (UTC)(link)
"I think maybe we had them at one point? I'm not sure, there was this creature in the train graveyard that kind of resembled what you described except it only had it's front legs." She tapped her chin thoughtfully and made a humming sound. "But maybe it had back legs. The back was uh, a chariot." It had a chariot butt. "It was pretty freaky." But that was the only thing she could think of that seemed like that. Then again, she'd never really "We'll need to lighten things up someday, right?" Who else would it be up to if not them?

"Much better, I'd think. You know, some people have another saying," she gave him a very gentle smile. "Fake it until you make it, that's right I think? Maybe...that's not always such a bad thing?" It seemed like that was precisely what he was doing, but she didn't want to call him out on it so directly. A little nudge seemed like the best way to go about things. It was the way she usually handled Cloud after all.

"I have everything, don't worry about a thing. All I'll need is my newly enlisted helper!"
cetrary: famira (MNWmWJV)

[personal profile] cetrary 2022-06-16 06:53 am (UTC)(link)
"Well, it was kind of a ghost so I think it was more so fused," she said with an awkward laugh. "It was kind of a complicated situation." And one she wasn't entirely sure she wanted to talk about for too long. Having to face her own loneliness like she had in the train graveyard wasn't exactly a thing she wanted to linger on too long.

"Am I? I try to help out when I can." Sometimes it was a bit harder to do than others, but she was pretty dedicated to giving it her best attempts. Someone had to do it after all, didn't they?

"Sounds like worlds may have a lot in common," which was kind of nice. "It's not always a bad thing to follow, I don't think." At least not sometimes.

"Until then, we should get back to work!"