aterat | Give me joy, my boy

After a long internal battle and a handful of sleepless nights, Jacob had decided to dress up for his date with Yuki. He knew that Valentine's day was a holiday but it wasn't something he'd ever celebrated before. He hadn't had a reason too and it felt like a silly holiday. Jacob still thought it was a silly holiday but he was excited to spend time with Yuki.

He knocked on the door in a navy blue dress suit with golden trim. The suit itself had a vest and a jacket and Jacob couldn't remember ever wearing anything so elaborate. He hoped Yuki liked it. He also hoped that he wasn't trying so hard.

Slung over his shoulder was a worn leather bag filled with the ingredients for their dinner. Jacob had prepped some beforehand but it'd still take twenty minutes or so for dinner to be finished. "Yuki?" He knocked on the door before testing the handle and stepping inside. "I hope I'm not late."

He'd brushed his hair about twenty times and his hair still looked like a mop. And only belatedly did he realize he never even cared about his hair back home, but now all of a sudden it was a thing. So he tried to style it a few different ways, all in vain. His hair pretty much just simply did what it wanted to do regardless of how he personally felt about it.

Yuki too decided to dress up for the occasion and tried to relax even if he was nervous. So when he heard the door knock, it could only be one person really.

Taking one last look in the mirror, he nodded at himself and opened the door to find Jacob dressed rather handsomely. So the only thing he could do was smile. "Come on in."

"Thanks." Jacob set down the bags of groceries before turning towards Yuki and giving him a good once over. When he had gotten a good look at his boy friend he met Yuki's gaze with a grin. "You look good." Very sexy.

He pulled Yuki against him and pressed a kiss against his temple before gently pulling away again. "I want to spend the night holding you but I should start dinner. Do you want something to drink while I work?" Jacob shrugged off his jacket and tossed it on a chair before pulling an apron over his head.

"It shouldn't take too long." He began pulling items out of the bags he brought with him and paused when he found a bottle of bubbly pink wine that he'd purchased for their date. His arm tensed before a loud pop followed the opening of the bottle.

Yuki lowered his head slightly as it turned red. He'd been about to compliment Jacob but the other had beaten him to the compliments. And then he got another kiss and was then informed that the other man wanted to spend the night holding him.

It almost had him coughing.

"I can make tea..uhm..I'm not sure what else I have but I can look." It would give him something to do and a way to keep busy while he mentally repeated everything he'd been told.

So as Jacob pulled things out, he turned at hearing the loud pop. "I see you thought of that too then." It almost made him ashamed he'd mentioned tea but he put the tea cups back and pulled out a nice set of wine glasses that he happened to see at a glass maker's place.

Jacob chuckled as he poured them both a glass. "Tea's good. We can drink that after dinner." He only brought one bottle which would likely only last through dinner. They also didn't have to finish it. "I get the feeling I drink more than you." It wasn't that Jacob drank all the time but he was used to alcohol being used for special occasions.

He set down the bottle and took a sip of his glass before starting their dinner. It wouldn't take long but he still had to assemble the pieces and put the meat in the oven. He'd then blanch the spinach and bake the mac & cheese. This meant that once everything was set he could give all of his attention to Yuki while waiting for everything to cook.

"If you think I drink too much let me know." He had an issue with various mind-altering substances and while he hasn't gone into detail about it with Yuki, he valued Yuki's observation and opinions on the matter. "Oh. Sh-" Jacob cut himself off before pulling a small brown package from his bag.

"I made this for you. It's weird. Actually, it's a tradition from Whales. I don't know if you know it but I was told about it some time ago and it just popped into my head recently." Inside of the package was a handmade wooden spoon.

Yuki smiled about having tea after dinner and considered making that a habit of theirs if they had dinner together. But he only smiled a little shyly when Jacob mentioned drinking. But then the other went about the business of making dinner and Yuki made sure he wasn't in the way or underfoot somehow, so he kept to the setting table business.

He made sure he had everything out that they would need including silverware and looked up oddly at the other when he mentioned the drinking again. "Do you really want my opinion on that sort of thing? I mean, didn't you ask me that about smoking too?" The only person he knew that smoked was Hatori and that was really supposed to be a secret or so he thought. But it was interesting that he was again being asked to weigh in on such a thing.

And as he finally refocused and reset to his task, Jacob provided yet another distraction with the package. So he didn't comment and opened it curiously, seeing the spoon. He couldn't help but smile of course and looked for a place to put it on the wall.

"It's really pretty. But what's the tradition behind it?"

"Did I?" Jacob hummed softly to himself as he prepped the beef and preheated the oven. "I care about what you think of me but just you, so I want to know." That didn't mean that he'd stop but he'd try to do it less. With the weight on his mind, it was difficult for Jacob not to rely on some sort of substance to calm himself.

After sliding the beef in the oven Jacob washed his hands and set to mashing the potatoes. It took a lot of strength but he had the muscles that made it an easy task.

"Oh. It's based on the Welsh patron saint of lovers. The tradition is based on the notion that Welsh sailors carved designs into wooden spoons while at sea to bring back to their lovers at home." He had thought it was cute and a much better tradition than anything that America had come up with. "Do you like it?"

With the mashed potatoes done and their vegetable and meat cooking, Jacob took a break. He moved over to the table and took a seat while taking the occasional sips of his bubbly.

He puzzled over the answer, but a gentle smile showed on his face. "I think if you have to ask, you already know what the answer is." There was no way he was going to try and dominate what Jacob did. He really didn't want Jacob to change because he said something, he wanted the other to do it because it was the right thing to do. So he'd leave his answer the way that it was and let the other come to his own conclusion.

Still, Yuki had to admire the way the other seemed to really mash the potatoes, but then that was where it ended when the term 'lovers' was used. They weren't..was that a hint that was what the other wanted? Should they do so? Was it too soon or something? So his face turned slightly red and he pondered over what he should say.

However he did catch the question as his mind became lost in images of them together intimately and he had to smile, trying to appear 'normal'. "Yes, I..like it."

Jacob chuckled softly followed by a slight shake of his head. "I'm very dense so who knows." He was the kind of person who had to be told when he was doing something stupid. Not because he didn't realize it was stupid but sometimes it felt like the world didn't affect him the way it did others. So he assumed that he was alright, even when he wasn't.

It was usually his sisters who smacked some sense into him.

The now mashed potatoes were placed on the counter in a bowl as Jacob pilled the Salisbury steak from the heat. "I'm glad you like it."

Jacob didn't use the word 'lovers' to assume that they would get physically intimate with each other but they shared love. For him, the feeling was a great deal more meaningful than touching. Not that he didn't want to go further with Yuki but he wanted to go at a pace that matched them both.

Yuki had to laugh slightly. It was alright if Jacob had to be told, it would just take extra effort on his own part to deliver his words tactfully. But he'd done it plenty of times, so it would be completely fine by him honestly.

But then he watched as Jacob seemed pretty set on getting dinner on the table and he had to admit he was looking forward to trying this meal. He had to wonder if this was one that Nida sensei's husband had taught him but he might ask later. Right now food was way more important.

And since the other didn't seem intent on pursuing the lovers part, Yuki wasn't going to either, so he just nodded and found a place to hang it on the wall over the sink. It was a good place because then it was in a place he would always look at, so it totally fit there.

Turning back around after hanging up the spoon, he looked at his significant other. "Is dinner ready then?"

"Yup!" Jacob grinned as he placed the vegetable and meat on the table. It smelled amazing. The thick aroma of onion and beef mingled perfectly with the spices that he'd added to the patties. "I hope you like it."

With everything set on the table Jacob took a seat and began to make a plate. He wouldn't start eating until Yuki was seated but his stomach dictated that it was time to eat and Jacob was a slave to his stomach.

"You'll have to let me know what you think. It's the first time I've cooked for anyone." Most of his meals consisted of ramen noodles which didn't really count as cooking. It would be equivalent to calling 'making tea' the same as cooking.

"But I practiced a lot." He added quickly. "So it won't be like my Christmas cookies." Which were hard and tasted like cardboard.

"I'm sure I will." Yuki replied, looking over everything. He sat down after Jacob did and smiled over at the other man. "In that case I'm honoured." Of course he had to wonder why this cooking thing was a thing and while he had his suspicions, he had nothing solid to go on. And endless speculating was exhausting.

As he helped himself he had to laugh a little. "I didn't even try any of the cookies, but from what you're saying now and that look on your face, it was better that I didn't."

He waited for Jacob as much as the other was waiting for him. It wasn't a habit he had done at home much, but he knew good table manners.

"Absolutely. They tasted like cardboard but were somehow harder than cardboard." Jacob chuckled as he began to pile food onto his plate. He ate a lot and had the tendency to pile all of his food on his plate at once.

"This will be much better." As soon as his plate was full he dug in, eating faster than seemed possible. Eating was always a task that Jacob tried to finish as quickly as possible. He didn't usually have company and it came as a general interruption to his day. The only problem with not eating was that it made him tired and cranky.

After a few large bites, he swallowed and looked up at Yuki. "Good?" Jacob didn't have good table maners but he was trying.

Yuki had to laugh a little as well with the story Jacob was saying about dinner. It helped ease some of the tension that he was still trying to shake off since his mind was still rattling around about the whole lovers comment.

He looked up and it seemed Jacob was eating quickly. To hide his surprise, Yuki looked down at his own plate, minding his own business. But soon the other asked him what he thought and although it was a little new, he did like it and smiled.

"This is very good, thank you for cooking such a wonderful meal."

"Cool." Jacob wasn't sure how he was supposed to felt after being complimented. It hadn't been very difficult to learn how to cook though Ignis could be as fierce as his husband as a teacher. He had done it to prove something to himself and to do something nice for Yuki. It was difficult for him to identify all of his feelings but there was something and that something felt good.

*Cough* He pounded on his chest in an attempt to swallow. "Ah."

Jacob looked up at Yuki and grinned. "I'm eating to fast, huh? I'm not used to eating with another person. You can yell at me for being rude you know." He was used to his sisters getting on his case about his manners and Jacob assumed it was another form of affection.

Yuki panicked when Jacob started coughing and had a glass of water in hand when the man turned and grinned at him. For a moment he half worried the other had been faking with him and then he slowly set the water down, the panic no longer on his face.

So he took a breath and let the worry flow out of him.

However, the words were similar from before. "Are you looking for me to correct you on things?" Yes he had a mean inner critic and could pass that criticism onto others, but that wasn't what he was trying to do here in the slightest.

Jacob took the glass and quickly swallowed the cool water. It helped and soon Jacob was back to shoveling food into his mouth though he did eat a little slower.

"Maybe." Jacob shrugged. "I just want to hear what you think." He knew that the comment had been repetitive but he had noticed a long time ago that Yuki kept most of his thoughts to himself. Even before, when they were trying to talk, it felt strained. "I'm not used to it. Most of the people I was around before this city wouldn't stop talking or telling me what they thought. I just noticed that you don't."

It made Jacob wonder what was on Yuki's mind or if Yuki didn't trust him. He didn't want to think poorly of Yuki but he wanted to know.

It didn't occur to him that he was being a tad hypocritical.

He had to laugh a little at Jacob's assessment. "I figure people already know what they need to hear." Of course if the man in front of him was Kyo, this would be a totally different scenario.. However, this wasn't the cat.

"I'm not a loud person." And then it bugged him. Was he wrong for Jacob? He didn't think so, but maybe the man needed someone pushier or more talkative. "But if you want me to start being that way, I could try." For the other's sake, he could try to accommodate because it sounded as if more input was needed on his part.

Not that he understood why in his own mind.

Jacob chuckled softly. "I don't care about what I need to hear, just about what you want to say." He stopped eating and met Yuki's gaze. "If you don't want to say anything. That's okay too." Though Jacob might end up asking questions again but he didn't think that would be an issue. At most it was annoying and Yuki was never obligated to answer Jacob's curiosities.

"I think that's why I am so comfortable around you. I never liked loud people." His family was loud and those involved in the war never stopped talking about how every action was life or death. With Yuki it was easy to just relax and enjoy his life. It was a feeling he had never had before now.

Jacob rose from his seat, having finished his food, and walked around the table to stand next to Yuki. He pressed a kiss against his loves forehead before grabbing his plate to place it in the sink. "We both worry too much."

Jacob was being sweet, trying to accommodate Yuki's ways and of course he realized it. He would never be a chatterbox because he wasn't built like that. Naturally it was fine since his boyfriend was and in an odd way that reminded him of how much Miss Honda liked to talk.

That too was more than fine it just wasn't his own personal style.

Of course Yuki had to smile at hearing the declaration that Jacob didn't like oud people. And he found himself holding his breath at getting kissed on the forehead and how the other just made it sound like his quieter nature wasn't a problem.

So he turned around in his seat to face Jacob. "So you're not upset?"

Somehow this was terribly important right now to know.

"Of course not. Why would I be upset?" Jacob didn't realize the weight of Yuki's question as he began to focus on cleaning up some of the mess he'd made in his boy friends kitchen. He'd learned to cook but he'd also been learning to clean. It was a slow learning process.

After a few seconds of rinsing off his plate he turned to look back at Yuki. "If I'm ever upset you'll know. I have the tendency to yell." He rarely got emotional but anger was always the closest emotion to the surface. "And punch walls." Jacob admitted a little sheepishly before focusing back on the cleaning. He really didn't like his anger and he tried to suppress it but it was difficult. There were so many things that set him off.

Luckily Yuki never hit on one of those nerves.

"So don't worry. I also doubt I'll ever get mad at you." He paused again and moved back to stand behind Yuki. "But I try and be honest." Which he wasn't the best at. "So I'll keep you posted." He leaned forward and wrapped his arms around Yuki's shoulders, trying not to get in the way of his food.

"I just wondered." he replied defectively. It was the same tactic he'd used with Miss Honda, mentally hearing Akito's words about people being sickened by seeing him transform into a Rat. And she didn't understand his question at the time when he asked if she was sickened and he let the subject drop.

But he was heartened to hear that if Jacob was mad at him that he'd let him know, even if the yelling tendency was concerning. And then there was the punching walls thing. Awkwardly he sat still but then he heard that the other doubted he'd get mad at him which caused the tension to go out of Yuki's slender shoulders and they dropped.

"Yes." he replied with a nod. "Please keep me posted." And then he felt the arms around him and he leaned back in his chair to try and get more of that sensation.

Jacob didn't like his temper and it was rare for him to get angry but he knew himself. Hopefully, if that time ever came, he wouldn't end up pushing Yuki away. That was the last thing that he wanted but he feared those parts of himself. He wasn't a good person but Yuki seemed to see him that way.

"Always." He whispered before kissing Yuki's temple again. "Are you done eating?" He didn't have a plan for the night but he wanted to spend time with Yuki and perhaps spend the night in a less emotional state. The month before had been tense and he wanted the memories of them together to be happy ones.

That kiss was nice and he smiled, because it was something really sweet yet very meaningful. So Yuki seemed to come back to himself when he was asked the question. "Ah..yes I'm done eating. Sorry I didn't mention that." Waiting to make sure Jacob wasn't directly behind him, he got up and brought his dishes over to the sink.

He got the sink ready to get the dishes soaking a little bit before he was going to put them in the dishwasher. He'd learned the hard way about not doing that a time or two when he first moved in. So it was safer to do that and let some of the stuff sort of wash itself off first.

"It's fine." Jacob stepped back and waited for Yuki to place the dishes in the sink. He was going to rinse them off but Yuki had begun working and he wasn't going to get in the way.

He set water on the stove to boil, remembering that Yuki liked tea, and leaned against the kitchen counter to watch Yuki fill the dishwasher. It felt very domesticated and almost out of place give the city that they were current living in.

"Do you want some tea?"

He heard Jacob moving around behind him but he needed to make sure these dishes got cleaned. Yuki had decided awhile back if Jacob cooked, the least he could do was clean, so that's what he was doing.

He paused after carefully placing a cleaned off dish in the sink and looked back at the man who'd cooked for him. There was a quick smile and a nod to the question.

"I would like that, thank you."

Jacob watched Yuki clean with a content smile. It was hard for him to do nothing and relax but it wasn't so difficult around Yuki. He could watch his cute boyfriend do just about anything and find it entertaining enough to occupy his focus.

When the water whistled he placed two cups on the counter with tea bags before pouring in the steaming liquid. "Here." Jacob passed over the cup, happy to wait for Yuki to finish before skillfully captivating Yuki's attention.

He wanted to kiss Yuki since he walked into the apartment but had been waiting for dinner to end.

Fortunately Miss Honda had shown Yuki the ropes on keeping a house clean. And he did recall her saying one time that she thought it was important to keep it that way in case company or something came over and something about it was rude if she didn't have a clean place for them to sit.

So he just tried to follow that here with Jacob.

Once he was done with his dishwasher task, he took the cup gratefully. "Thank you."

It was nice to play house of sorts with this man and he looked into his tea rather than tackle the questions in his mind.

Jacob grinned and wrapped his arms around his cute boyfriend's slender waist. He had his own cup of tea sitting on the countertop but that was forgotten now that Yuki was free of his cleaning. Of course, Jake would be careful when hugging someone holding a hot beverage.

"You're always welcome." He pressed a kiss against Yuki's neck, clearly not focused on tea. It was valentines day and Jake wanted to make it special. He was trying his best not to have a one-track mind but his front was pressed against Yuki's back and his excitement was evident.

"Did you know," His voice was low and deep. "I was thinking about you all day."

He felt those arms go around his waist and for a moment he tensed up having not expected such a gesture. However Yuki relaxed and let a deep sigh come out as he gently nestled himself into the embrace. The kiss at his neck had him lower his tea cup to the counter, with his mind barely registering that it made it there safely.

But then he noticed.

Oh.

Yuki started to try to bite back the moan that threatened to escape once he felt Jacob pressed against him and that low tone just ran through him and got him going. And before he even realized it, he reached a hand up to touch Jacob's face. "And what exactly were your thoughts?"

Jacob placed his hands over Yuki's as he moved so that they were facing each other and out of reach of any hot beverages. He didn't want to risk spilling something and ruining the moment, not with Yuki standing so patiently in front of him.

A coy smirk lifted the corner of Jacob's mouth as he leaned forward. "You can't guess?" His voice lowered to a whisper. "Let me show you what I had in mind."

He closed the distance between them, crashing his mouth against Yuki's in a heated kiss. His lips parted while his tongue gently sought its way into Yuki's mouth. Heat curled within his chest and overwhelmed his senses as his arms dropped to Yuki's waist and pulled their bodies close together. There was no hiding his arousal and Jacob wasn't planning to try. He wanted Yuki to know exactly what effect the other man had on him.

He felt like the low sensual tone that Jacob was using only served to melt his brain. He was face to face now with the man and there was just no more counter space behind him to save him from what was going to happen.

It was his first time with anyone so he was just naturally scared of pain. But Yuki knew how this went, having seen some of the boys in his high school have males for their partners. He'd overheard all of the talk even if to him it had been far too much information. At the time he hadn't wanted to hear it even unwillingly.

Now of course it was proving to be helpful.

There was no more time to think when Jacob crushed his lips to his own and he thought to grab onto the man's shoulders as there was a tongue twining and twisting in his mouth. Of course Yuki gave into it, moaning almost desperately as his body pushed itself against that of his boyfriend's. He knew damn well what this meant, and even if he was scared, he wasn't going to run.

Jacob didn't know what he was doing but he wasn't totally inexperienced. He knew what he wanted, he just had to be careful to not hurt Yuki in the process. The most important thing to him was that both he and Yuki enjoyed themselves.

Their kiss broke and Jake spoke through heavy breaths. "You good?" He pressed his forehead against Yuki's, grinning as their bodies pressed firmly together. It was impossible for Jacob to pull away. He was high off of Yuki's touch and the sweet scent that filled his nose. No drug had ever made him feel this way.

"You have to tell me what you like this time." Jacob lowered his hands to grab Yuki's ass, lifting him into the kitchen table to put them on the same level.

Their kiss broke and suddenly Jacob's forehead was against his. His response was breathy and there was a smile on his face as he replied. "Yes." Deep down he was so appreciative of how Jacob cared enough to ask that in the middle of what Yuki considered was quite a tongue lashing.

And he'd loved every damn minute of it.

But then the smile faded for a moment as a thrill went down his spine when he was lifted to the kitchen table. It was then that he discovered that he absolutely loved Jacob's hands on his ass and he'd smiled for a moment before hesitating.

He felt like an idiot when he placed his hands at the back of Jacob's head as he looked into the other's eyes, trying to figure out what to say and trying to be brave about it as he gently shook his head. "I don't..really know. I've never..done this before."

Yuki had wanted to just say 'I like you' but thought it might be considered too childish of a reply.

A low throaty laugh rumbled through Jacob's chest. "Neither do I." He was lucky to have access to the internet throughout his formative years and there was the added bonus that he had been a perverted teen in his younger years. "But I think I have an idea of what I want to do to you."

He smirked and once again closed the distance between them. He knew what his body wanted him to do but he wanted to be careful. They were both new to this and he wanted tonight to be something that neither of them would forget.

Jacob's mouth opened and his tongue darted hungrily for Yuki. His palms remained on Yuki's ass, gently grabbing and pulling his love forward to increase the friction between them. His erection pressed against the inside of his pants, eagerly reaching out for Yuki's touch.

Oh that laugh was delicious to listen to, Yuki decided rather quickly. But his grey eyes looked up at Jacob with a look that was half innocence and half relief that he hadn't been laughed at which was what he'd initially thought. His boyfriend's laugh wasn't a mocking one, and he was so very grateful for it.

"You only have an idea?" he half teased, sliding his hands away from the back of the other's neck. Moments before he felt like he was on a menu all by himself, and not that he'd minded that of course.

He had about a moment to bask in the lighthearted snark before he felt as if devouring him was back. Feeling like his hands should be doing something other than almost flailing, Yuki put them on Jacob's waist, going along with the friction movement. And when he was right up against the other he could feel that clothed hardness taunting him.

Part of him wanted their clothes off already, but he knew they had to take this a little slow because in the end he knew how this was going to work. So he tried to overcome his fears a little and take advantage of his mouth being relentlessly ravaged in a delightful way, try as he might to keep up.

He shyly slid one hand down from Jacob's waist down to his ass and push himself but with the other hand, he hesitantly touched the other's hardness and was relieved his reddening face might go unnoticed.

Jacob smirked as Yuki's fingers tentatively touched his erection through the thick fabric of his pants. He was surprised that his shy boy friend would take the initiative but happy at how eager the other was. It was going to be a perfect night, one seared into his memory forever.

He broke their kiss and with one hand remaining on Yuki's ass, pushed at the hem of his pants. "You can do more than that." Jake pushed down his pants enough for his erection to be freed, pressing into Yuki's palm. A low groan rumbled through his chest as his hands moved to Yuki's waist to pull his shirt off.

His mouth hovered above Yuki's as he stared into Yuki's eyes. "You can do anything you want." Jacob kissed him again, just as eager and heated as before. His palms ran down Yuki's back and slid beneath his pants to grab his ass more firmly. That was when Jacob's hips began to rock back and forth, rubbing his cock across Yuki's palm and against Yuki's crotch.

Jacob was appropriately size for his height and build however his girth was a bit larger than average. He hoped that Yuki didn't mind because he had every intention of feeling the delicious heat of filling Yuki up. Here on the kitchen table and again in bed.

They didn't need to sleep tonight.

Edited 2022-05-11 20:47 (UTC)

In the back of his mind Yuki wondered how his boyfriend's cock was going to fit. Half of him didn't believe it would and the other half was determined to make it work somehow. But just as he'd gotten up the nerve to touch the clothed erection, Jacob was moving it along and his face felt really hot as it turned red.

Whether it was red from just looking at this, or the hand on his ass and wanting more of it, or even that low tone the other used, it was a toss up. Then again he didn't have too much time to ponder because his own shirt was being removed and he had to let go in order to have that done properly.

Jacob's eyes had a mesmerizing effect on him when he got permission to do whatever he wanted. The problem was there were so many things that he wanted to do, figuring out where to start was going to be a problem at this point. And then there was that drugging kiss.

Yuki definitely felt like Jacob was possessing him and devouring him all at the same time and he didn't mind one bit. He kissed back with all the passion that he had and he moaned at the hand firmly gripping his ass. Jacob's insistent grinding against him wasn't helping him stay still and he squirmed, trying to get more of the friction.

The cock rubbing up against him made him want to tear his hair out but instead he settled for moaning, settling his hands against the other's hips to try and pull him as close as possible, and practically drowning in the sensations. And all he could coherently get out was 'need to get these pants off..'

Jacob's mouth lifted in a smirk as their frantic kissing came to a pause. The heat was unmistakable and Yuki's eager mumblings made him go wild with greed. He wanted everything and he never wanted it to stop. There was nothing in this world except the incredibly sexy boy squirming deliciously beneath his touch.

"Let me." He whispered the words before once again pressing his mouth to Yuki's. Jacob then used his amazing upper body strength to lift Yuki high enough to pull his pants and underwear down to his knees. It was then that Jacob pulled his hips back and once again paused his kiss to peel Yuki's pants down to drop them on the kitchen floor.

There.

There was nothing holding him back. Jacob quickly closed the space between them, grinning his hips against Yuki's as his mouth began to explore the elegant curve of Yuki's neck.

A low eager moan rumbled within Jacob's chest as his cock rubbed against Yuki's. It was impossibly hot and while Jacob wanted to taste every last inch of his love's skin he knew that he'd have to slow down.

His hands continued to massage Yuki's ass, pulling them together with irresistibly strong arms, before slowly moving his index finger to that tight hole.

He barely registered the words spoken when he felt Jacob's strength lift him up and take his pants down. Dazedly he wondered how the man had gotten that strong. And he realized that the display turned him on. Maybe another day would be good enough to be embarrassed at how turned on he was at that show, but it was not this day.

The table was cold, his ass had registered that much. But he also knew how the rest of this was going to go. It was alright, he trusted Jacob not to cause undue pain. However, those dizzying kisses had him going and then there was the part about those lips on his neck.

He groaned as he felt that contact and his boyfriend's cock rubbing against his own. He had gripped the man's hair and moaned in absolute pleasure at the contact. Somewhere Yuki was aware of being positioned again and he felt both anticipation and nervousness as Jacob started to work on him.

Jacob was slow, firm, and steady in the artful motions of his fingers. He didn't want to rush but seeing Yuki deliciously squirm beneath him made it impossible for him to hold back. Jacob could only resist his desires for a finite amount of time before he helplessly submitted.

It was somewhere within the heat that Jacob's mind blanked. The world fell away until it was only him and Yuki. His breath fell heavily across Yuki's cheek while his eyes fixed on the hazy silver gaze of his love. Jacob's lips parted and he whispered those three perfect words softly as his cock slowly began to sink into Yuki's body.

A groan choked in his throat as the heat enveloped him. He trembled, trying to stop himself from moving too quickly as he completely fulled Yuki.

He didn't allow himself to think as Jacob seemed to masterfully work him. Those finger were making him ache for more in places he hadn't even been aware of before now. So far, he'd managed to stop himself before he started begging. This was a completely new experience and he simply wanted more of it.

Those words made him freeze up a moment, because he hadn't realized how much he needed to hear them before Jacob completely claimed him moments later. It hurt, but he had been worked and stretched so he had expected quite a bit more pain than he was feeling at the moment.

Feeling Jacob tremble, Yuki wasn't sure what to do, so he attempted to try and meet the other halfway, to silently see if something was wrong. This gave his mind something else to focus on.

With one hand firmly gripping the table and the other at Yuki's hip, Jacob began to pick up speed. His thrusts were met with a hungry low growl of pleasure that quickly blinded his senses and overwhelmed his thoughts. He could feel every twitch of muscle, every movement of Yuki's body beneath his.

The heat of another body kept him grounded, he counted each breath and without warning, he bit at Yuki's neck as if it might release him from the overwhelming sensation that held the pair firmly in its grip. Jacob felt himself melt away until the pair of them were a single entity of panting writhing heat.

Yuki's name echoed in his thoughts at the peak of his release. His body shuttered and thrust forward, holding himself within Yuki at each shuttering explosion.

Jacob exhaled slowly and remaining in place began to gently kiss Yuki's forehead, eyebrows and cheeks.

Jacob picked up the pace and Yuki tried to breathe as he could feel every inch of his mate deep within him. He could feel him halfway pulling out too, and every nerve seemed to be alive. It had stopped hurting so much a little bit ago but then there were teeth at his neck as if to possess him which sent Yuki toppling over the edge and crying out his boyfriend's name as he hit his end.

There was just something so primal about it.

Not long after he heard Jacob calling to him and Yuki did all that he could to enfold the beautiful man in his arms to keep him there with him and safe.

And then they remained still, until the other started kissing his forehead and other places. Tears rolled down his cheeks because he was happy and he hoped that Jacob was too.

Jacob slowly released Yuki, pulling free despite the mess that dripped onto the kitchen floor. His fingers gently brushed away his lovers tears while pressing hot kisses in their place. He hoped to whatever god governed this world that he hadn't hurt him. It had been to difficult to hold back.

Without another word, Jake gathered Yuki in his arms and carried him to the bed to lay down on the soft fabric. His arms remained wrapped around his love, their legs tanging together while Jake held Yuki protectively against his chest.

"You okay?" His voice rasped. "I didn't hurt you?"

There were so many emotions going through his system right now and the close bond he felt with Jacob right now was indescribable. But yet it was stronger somehow in depth and emotion even more so than the cursed zodiac bond. It made sense and yet half of him still felt like he was trying to navigate a ship at night in the middle of the ocean in a lightning storm.

But then Jacob picked him up in his warm strong arms as if to pluck him right out of that ship and get him to warmth and safety. So he didn't even try to struggle or be assertive at this point.

And when he was held against the man who had just very thoroughly loved him, he had to smile. "I'm alright, don't worry." He wasn't going to lie because now that pleasurable sensations were no longer surging through his body, he wasn't about to say that he wasn't hurting. But he'd heard a hot bath would work. Right now, he just wanted to cuddle and enjoy the moment even if he was a little bit uncomfortable.

Jacob held Yuki firmly against his chest and closed his eyes. He had kicked off the remainder of his clothes when walking towards the bed and now laid happily entangled with his love. They would bathe after some rest, be it in the morning or the middle of the night. It was the first time that Jake didn't fear falling asleep or the usual nightmare that plagued his dreams.

"Tomorrow." He whispered affectionately against Yuki's skin. "Unless you need water. Then make me get you some."

Jake was going to take good care of Yuki.

Give me joy, my boy

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VERY NSFW from here onward

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/wrap up?