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[legacy_blade]

Alright all, I have a question. And things like this used to work back home for getting advice. So maybe it will work here too.

So there's this whole thing where I've got this romantic history with the sweetest, kindest, most patient and wonderful young woman ever. She might be perfect. Like, as perfect as a woman could ever be. And I don't wanna put expectations on that. But she really is all of those things.

And then I was gone for a while and there was this whole thing where I spent a long time caring about and for this guy. He's so wonderful. Sunny and inspiring, even if he won't see it in himself. Maybe I sorta started realizing I care for him too. Which is really awkward because I really do love said perfect woman. But I think that maybe if I didn't know her I'd probably have figured out that he's amazing a lot sooner?

Then there's me. I've failed the guy and the gal in the past. Sorta let them down and left them alone. Not intentionally mind you. Anyway, they grew kinda close while I was gone. And now I'm not sure if I'm in the way of them. Or if I'm in the way of me.

I'm just making my own life complicated thinking about this, aren't I?