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Jacob 'Jake' Miller ([personal profile] brotherofagod) wrote in [community profile] aterat 2022-03-14 05:24 pm (UTC)

Jacob wouldn't deny the torture that was supplied by the Disney corporation. Luckily there weren't such garish movies in a city with such limited technology.

He next question was difficult. He thought that he felt happy from time to time but it was more like a sense of relief and a lack of paranoia. It was hard to tell if it was happiness when he couldn't remember a basis of comparison. "For me, I think of happy as feeling safe. If you feel that way you just do want you want." Jacob enjoyed making Yuki blush because he finds it cute or just forgetting about all of the annoying things that collect at the back of the mind. "If it's someone who's accepted you. I don't think you need to act anymore. Just be you because I think that matters more. Even if you are a horrible person."

Jacob didn't always follow this advice but he hoped one day that he'd be able to completely be himself around others. "If they're concerned, just accept it. Whatever you feel or not. Even if you can't understand it. Accept that they care and thank them." He shrugged. "It's a compliment. If someone cares enough."

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