"It's based on your soul of course," she said with a upturned grin. "I don't want it. Never again." It was said sharply and in a tone that indicated it was a subject better dropped.

"Much easier. It's so much more complicated when you feel things." Especially things that she didn't understand and there were so many of those things. It felt like an endless abyss of things she just didn't understand.

"It gets more complicated when they want you to answer questions."