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Illyana Rasputin ([personal profile] soulsword) wrote in [community profile] aterat2021-07-23 05:51 am

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[ Illyana's voice is terse but lacks any sort of real discernable emotion when she starts to speak: ]

Once upon a time a little girl died of a virus that only targeted mutants. It was a great tragedy, she was beloved by many as an innocent girl who had her childhood taken away twice. Unfortunately, her friends and family were not the only ones who mourned her. Did you know demons can love?[ Now there's emotion: disgust and disdain all placed on the word love. ] Belasco loved the girl who had died. Not at first, at first she was just to be a tool to open a portal to summon his Elder Gods. Eldritch abominations that required an amulet with bloodstones made from corrupted pieces of an innocent soul to be set free. Somewhere along the way he found himself in love with the demon sorceress he was creating and so he decided to bring her back.

[ She pauses for a second and her tone takes a bit of a mocking tone. ] Belasco was never as smart as he liked to think he was though. He seemed to have forgotten that he was the one who had taken the girl's soul and so the creation he brought back was nearly empty. Not all of her was gone though and the parts that still remembered wanted what was hers back.

I wanted my soul back and I did everything I could to get it back. My soul was not the only thing I wanted back though. I wanted to save my friends from the future I had seen, one where the Elder Gods decimated everything. More than that though, I wanted revenge. I wanted the threat of the Elder gods gone. I wanted them to understand that though they hungered for human suffering we were not human, we were superior.

I manipulated the X-Men, my former friends, my family, everyone, to bring about the end of these Elder Gods. If my plan had not gone precisely right the world would have ended. It went right. They are gone, no longer a threat to the universe, and my soul was returned. People want me to feel remorse for what I did, but I do not. Though...I do not always know if I particularly like having a soul again.

[ A beat and she sighs. ] I so appreciate storytime being forced upon me. Another accident I suppose. I hope the Aspects or whomever enjoyed the tale.
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[personal profile] notarambler 2021-07-25 10:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Wow...um I can kind of sympathize with you.
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[personal profile] notarambler 2021-07-26 12:34 am (UTC)(link)

Couple of times yeah. Saving the world...I've actually sent myself to Hell to do that.

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[personal profile] notarambler 2021-07-26 02:08 am (UTC)(link)

Yes...I was the host to..something very dangerous so it was either send it back or risk innocent people.

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[personal profile] monochromatically 2021-07-26 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
[Mono had tuned in, curious about the story that Illyana was telling. At least, it sounded like a story until it started to sound more like she was talking about herself.

One thing kind of stood out to him... Actually a lot did because he didn't really understand a lot of the story... But one thing nagged a bit, and Illyana would have to forgive the kid.
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If you did what you did to save everyone, and you did, why would they want you to feel bad?

[... One day, Mono would learn that not all plans were going to be seen as good by everyone else just because they worked out.]
Edited 2021-07-26 03:52 (UTC)
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[personal profile] monochromatically 2021-07-27 12:32 am (UTC)(link)
Seems kind of dumb to be mad if everything worked out in the end. Maybe if it didn't?

I accidentally dropped Six on her head once when I saved her and that made her grumpy, but she was still glad I helped her get away from the bullies!

[Clearly, this was an excellent comparison... At least to him.]

Would he have still been mad and stopped you if you did tell him?
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[personal profile] monochromatically 2021-07-27 02:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[Maybe Mono could understand that a little, but he still thought this Scott person sounded kind of stupid to be angry.]

Well, it's good then that you did it anyway, right? If he hadn't let you, then you couldn't have stopped the bad things or saved your friends.
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[personal profile] notarambler 2021-07-27 09:01 pm (UTC)(link)

Lucifer. I was born to be his vessel...angels where I'm from can't walk among humans without one.

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[personal profile] harrythelizard 2021-07-30 05:04 am (UTC)(link)
It sounds like the Elder Gods were the greater evil. Sometimes, the ends really do justify the means. I'm not in any place to judge you, at any rate.

[Not something he would usually admit, nice.]
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[personal profile] asthecroweflies 2021-07-30 05:11 am (UTC)(link)
[It's some time before Jagger really has an idea of what to say, but after a moment, he speaks up.]

I don't know if it counts for much, love, but...I like your soul. It's a nice thing to have around.
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[personal profile] monochromatically 2021-07-31 06:14 am (UTC)(link)
[There’s a definite frown in his tone. Consequences? On top of people being mad, there were consequences placed on her for saving people? Nope, Mono definitely thinks that’s not right.]

What were were they?
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[personal profile] monochromatically 2021-07-31 03:32 pm (UTC)(link)
So they gave you detention for saving the world. [Or time-out, but he had seen more of the former during his run through a rather frightful school.] That's kinda stupid...

[Mono paused for a moment, he's not sure if this is a stupid question or not so he's a little hesitant as he continued.] Isn't having a soul supposed to be a good thing?

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[personal profile] monochromatically 2021-08-01 02:39 pm (UTC)(link)
If I ever meet this Scott person, I will! [Said with the childish conviction that definitely meant he would, probably without any lead up or explanation. Just point blank, 'Scott, you're stupid.']

Well, if they wouldn't have listened to you to help, then they weren't going to be good team players either!

[Feelings though, Mono supposed he understood that. Feelings were weird, especially new ones you hadn't felt before.] What kind of feelings? Are they good feelings or bad feelings? I think even good feelings are kinda weird if you didn't feel them before.
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[personal profile] notarambler 2021-08-02 12:32 am (UTC)(link)

It took 100 years in Hell and the hands of my angel friends to get me out, but I won. Lost my soul for a bit but I won.

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